Slow Down

Haven't posted in awhile. AP exams this Friday then again on Monday and it's over. Still got to take SAT II subject tests. Got a 1580 on the SAT, lightweight disappointed but it's whatever I might take it again. Seems like the homies are thinking about getting jobs to I might have to get in on this haha. Hopefully I pass the "test" if I get hired haha. Lately life has been pretty cool. The crew is never gettin' into shady ass bullshit anymore, grades is cool, weather seems like it's gonna start looking nice again and summer is a month away. I've been thinkin' though how all my friends are hooked up with a chick right now and I'm not, it's kinda funny cause these girls they be hookin' up with are dumb as fuck haha. On the real though like they are just blind to the obvious, not gonna mention any names but the homies know whom I be speaking of. Kinda not just been giving a fucks lately, been really open minded, I've just been a chill ass dude lately. But back to the chick thing, so I kinda feel like the "search" is ending, and not that I've found the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow but I feel like I'll just never find it haha. I don't what it is, am I just looking to far or could it just be like right in front of my face or something? Idk like it's whatever yet it still bothers me at times when I just be sittin' there chillin' as in right now haha. Been pretty lazy to recently, always tired cause I procrastinate homework till like 11 or 12 at night haha. Right now I'm just taking life as it comes at me, who knows what's finna happen next you know? This is probably gonna be my last blog for awhile considering the fact that I never blog anymore :(. Like I said a nigga been hella lazy lately haha. Outie!

Never chase girls, chase dreams first. - Chiddy Bang