Devil In A New Dress

Blogger is dead. I don't even know if I'll ever blog again after this haha. Senior year has been crackin.' Party/chillin' like every weekend. Almost like Summer never really ended. I'm taking decent classes but I'm getting like no homework. Got a ticket 2 weeks ago though with 2 infractions on it so now I have to go back to work to pay it off which sucks cause I was hoping not to go back for awhile. Homecoming is coming up too, I'm on the ballot for court haha. Damn it's weird blogging this right now. Doesn't feel the same anymore. Sorry I'l have to keep this short. Todays goal = fail. <- That's just for me to look back on one day haha. Outie!

Pilot Talk

YEE! The Day After Forever is having its first post in like hella days though! Summer is a little more than half way gone and yet so much more to accomplish. Job is cool yet I've been suspended twice but it's good cause my supervisor loves me so I'm not getting fired haha. Lightweight grounded yet not really. Finna hit Oahu next Thursday as wells. Miggy is living with me right now. Copped Infrared 6's and Infrared AM90s. Basically tryna get back into the sneaker game haha. Still need to hit a concert or something this summer. Anyways I know this post was a little too short and undetailed but I'm gonna try and post like I use to. Shit has changed a lot since those posts. Outie!

*No quote today I'm too lazy to find one. :(

Distant Relatives

13 more days of school. Got myself a job now. Summer is gonna be dope!

I drink poison, and I vomit diamonds. - K'naan

I got a Story to Tell

So, I'm chillin' here with my homie stavo. But anyway he told me this story about some chick that we've known for the longest time and her sister started doing hardcore drugs and shit like meth/crack status, got kicked out of school and shit. Now the chick we know found out that her mom has cancer and my homie stavo said basically to just keep your head up and pray, cherish the moments you have with your loved ones, blah blah blah. One of his other homies like, so they were just chillin' in the car at a red light then all of a sudden a tree just fell on the car but they survived. Like that's some crazy ass shit like who would think that you could just be chillin' at a red light one day and have a tree just fall on you. But we really realized that like all these people around us, like hella shit is just happening to everyone. Everybody be drinkin', smokin', doing dumbass shit, dumbass shit happening to them and I know that makes me sound like a hypocrite but it's just reality. Also like we're all gonna know somebody maybe close maybe not, maybe even you, but you still finna know the person and who knows they might end up having like HIV, dying of a car crash, dying just cause, getting diagnosed of cancer, getting locked up, shit we already know people that got locked up. We know people that literally if we told them right now to kill someone, they'd knock them down. But basically, this shit is just life, it's reality, it's real. Like right now, sitting in this room, me and my homie could just die for any reason. Life is short, life is just a moment in time. We gotta cherish every moment we got on this planet with everybody else we cherish life with cause one day you never know what could happen. Shit happens, life happens, sometimes it's good, sometimes it's bad. Live life to the fullest and never look back. You gotta learn to live life with regrets, you gotta do what you gotta do basically. Keeping your head in the past and worrying about the future, you'll never be able to just enjoy the moment you got right now.

This is the number one rule for your set, in order to survive, gotta learn to live with regrets. On the, rise to the top, many drop, don't forget, in order to survive, gotta learn to live with regrets. - Jay-Z

Slow Down

Haven't posted in awhile. AP exams this Friday then again on Monday and it's over. Still got to take SAT II subject tests. Got a 1580 on the SAT, lightweight disappointed but it's whatever I might take it again. Seems like the homies are thinking about getting jobs to I might have to get in on this haha. Hopefully I pass the "test" if I get hired haha. Lately life has been pretty cool. The crew is never gettin' into shady ass bullshit anymore, grades is cool, weather seems like it's gonna start looking nice again and summer is a month away. I've been thinkin' though how all my friends are hooked up with a chick right now and I'm not, it's kinda funny cause these girls they be hookin' up with are dumb as fuck haha. On the real though like they are just blind to the obvious, not gonna mention any names but the homies know whom I be speaking of. Kinda not just been giving a fucks lately, been really open minded, I've just been a chill ass dude lately. But back to the chick thing, so I kinda feel like the "search" is ending, and not that I've found the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow but I feel like I'll just never find it haha. I don't what it is, am I just looking to far or could it just be like right in front of my face or something? Idk like it's whatever yet it still bothers me at times when I just be sittin' there chillin' as in right now haha. Been pretty lazy to recently, always tired cause I procrastinate homework till like 11 or 12 at night haha. Right now I'm just taking life as it comes at me, who knows what's finna happen next you know? This is probably gonna be my last blog for awhile considering the fact that I never blog anymore :(. Like I said a nigga been hella lazy lately haha. Outie!

Never chase girls, chase dreams first. - Chiddy Bang

Break A Dawn

Keep this short and sweet. PROM WAS FUCKIN' CRACKIN'! Didn't get home till 6. Outie.

All this purple weed it got me messed up, all this hennessey is gon' catch up, got me loadin' up hollows in my rottle cause I swear I seen the devil at the bottom of the bottle. - Shady Nate

Roadbeaters.

Damn. Life. This is the shit.

You can tell that I'm somewhere in the building on my Batman shit nigga suspended from the ceiling. - Curren$y

Days Like These

Cause the things you lose could be the things you miss
No one could prepare you for the days like this
You could have a lost one you could lose a loved one
Be thankful for what you got and everybody have fun.
- Thes One

Life Is Better

Haven't blogged in a minute yo. Damn so we got like tomorrow then friday, then 4 days next week then we on spring break! Still hella whack though compared to the other schools in the area, they're already on break for 2 weeks while we only get 1 week. Finally started driving again plus my birthday is coming up soon! Well over the weekend me and some peeps had a conversation about how we've all really grown up. Like people say we're immature blah blah blah but like do we act like shit that we're not? Nope. Plus we really are like the deepest people a person could probably talk to. Most people nowadays are really shallow. Not gonna say any names but like sometimes it's kinda hard to go deep with them you know? Then we also went on in the conversation about real people and shit. Not really gonna go in depth on that one though. I've also learned that my confidence has really built since like middle school haha. Seery-yos though like I'm not afraid to yell my fucking heart out anymore. Like stav said we really just hit that age were we just don't give a fuck what other people think anymore. You know like some people say oh i don't give a fuck about the haters blah blah blah but they just say that shit to act hard and what not. But this shit right here is like some real shit. Like you shouldn't care what people think about you, you should care what your close friends think though. Like foreal friends are really the greatest things that were placed on this earth for you. Friends got you through the best and worst of times and hopefully you got them to. I believe you don't only reflect your parents or the people who raised you but more to the side of your surroundings. Since i spend a lot of time around my homies they're really who kinda made me what i am now. We all have a little bit of each other inside haha no homo though. But i don't know what i'd do without my friends. Even though the past weekends have been whack it feels good that i have homies who i can hit up or they hit me back. Some people i don't know what the future holds for us. You guys just gonna peace out and be done with us after high school or what? All i know is even though we're gonna go our separate ways next year, we still finna be homies. People say like oh we'll still be best friends forever after high school blah blah blah but you know what i don't think it can really happen unless you end up in the same place as them which is highly unlikely depending on what your pursuit is. But years from now it's just like the present, i got homies who i use to kick it with back in middle school, elementary but i know some of them are the realest dudes that are still there for me. Some people just fade to black when you don't chop it up with them no more, hang out etc... but these dudes is different. Like connections with certain people are just hella good that you could be distant from them for a long ass time but they'll still be your dude you know? But damn yo this blog is getting a little too long haha I need to get back to my chemistry though. Outie 5000!

The Problem Is

Maybe in the future I'll try, but for now, forget it. Not even worth it. Some of you might know what I'm talking about, I'm just not feelin' it right now. Tellin' me go for it I don't think it's gonna work I keep gettin' boxed out feel me? Outie.

Maybe it was meant to be, but who's gon' guarantee? - Dukus Alemay

Teach You a Lesson

What a weekend...

You shouldn't do drugs that are harder than you. If you a soft mothafucker, you shouldn't do hard drugs!...the hangover in the morning is going to beat yo ass. - MURS

Pure Thoughts

my god im so bored. dont have cod cuz nick has it. slept all day so i cant fall asleep. already did my homework. no1 is online to talk to. jason isnt in waters end so i can chill wit him rite now. no car. no nothing. im soooooooooooo boredd!!!!

Dear Whoever

Happy Birthday Peter! so uhh today my parents let me go out but im still grounded. well i guess it was ight. dint realy do shit tho. posted in the weight room after skool, chiled at matts, then watched every1 get a haircut. cudnt decide wat to do back in benicia so we went to kams cuzns house out in rancho. it was watever n now im home. shit basically locked up the whole weekend again =[. unless somebody decides to go to a museum ur sumtin skool related i can get out haha. shit. so at that position again of well trying even though i havent actually tried yet. dunno. obstacles in the way n i dnt want complications in the end. dunno if its worth havin that happen. ppl tellin me to do it but still i dunno. holding back. chokin on words dunno wat it is. well lets just see. wat happens happens. outie.




I'm so down to earth how the hell I touch ceilings. - Strange Fruit Project

Summer

i fucking miss summer. i miss the heat. i miss the fact u can just like rock shirts all the time n shit. i miss the late sunsets n just chillaxin every fuckin day. i miss wen we wud just go to the park on the daily, just hit up the courts or sit around n just fukn chill. or just sittin on top of the hill overlookin that shit n just chillin, sippin on like some fukn ice cold ass drink. the cold of winter is beginning to piss me off. grey skies, grey clouds, rarely any nice days. rain fukn tired of it. makes the days kind of depressing. early sunsets are pretty whack to. always gotta bundle up n shit plus i got like no winter clothes haha. then here comes spring woo fucking hoo. allergies i fuckin hate em. my bday thats kinda crackin i guess. spring breaks koo. i cant fucking wait for skool to get out. 3 more months. proly fina have the best summer of our lives. miggys gunna b back n the crew is complete again. next years summer will b a summer of goodbyes =[.

u kno wat else is im tired of all these ppl fighting. i hear of a construction worker gettin jumped in vallejo high wtf is up wit that shit. fights in skool all the time now. hella ppl talking shit. blowin up formspring fukn stalker knows hella shit bout the crew hopefully its not a homie cuz thats just sad. im just fucking tired of the bullshit that human kind does to its surroundings. humans are such fukn assholes. like come on take haiti for example. just got super fucked up by that earthquake. peeps literally takin kids off the street n sellin em for like prostitution n shit in other countries wtf is that shit.

n guess wat fucking else. i fucking crashed over the weekend luckily i dint die n the car dnt looked fucked up. i swear that shit better run the same wen it gets repaired. im such a fukn dumbass for that. like i said humans are dumbasses just like the fukn dumbass move i pulled ther. school is pissin me off to. lightweight slacking i hate how one test can fuck ur grade up. motha fucka and im grounded for that dumbass crash. fuckk life rite now man shit. outie.

Summer don't love me no more. - Matt Blaque

After I'm Gone

Soooo got my homework done early for once in hella long. i needa start sleepin earlier not gettin enough z's. nowadays im always tired but thats not the only thing. for awhile now ive just been thinkin bout shit again. i kno ive probly blogged this like hella times already but shit bear with me. i dnt even think any1 reads this shiznit no more bloggers dead haha. everyones on the formspreezy hype. but anyway idk. like is it wrong bout the shit i keep thinkin bout. i mean its been forever already i dnt see y it just caught up on me all of a sudden again. is it lies or is it just a joke or wat its just sumtin i keep pondering on. like am i just forgotten or am i still in those thoughts. basically i just feel hopeless i guess. got the best crew of friends a dude cud hav around me. every1 around me hooked up or hookin up n yet i get nowhere. ppl ask me of my opinion of a person but its always the same answer. no. is it cuz i just keep comparin one to another or wat is it. nothings ever caught my eye since that mabe thats y. ive probly confused you the reader haha sorry. *sigh. <----- thats proly like how i feel right now. like sure i seem hella happy n shit n a funny ass dude but wen the funsies r over its back to the sighs, sitting n thinking, whether it be this or that or watever its like a sinking feeling almost. distanced from the rest of the world. a problem unsolved yet not wanting to be solved except by its owner. haha that shit was hella poetic ayeeeee tai status!! its only 1116 and i dnt wana go to bed yet. so i think ill try n make this blog as long as possible till i cant think of anymore shit. uhh so mabe this weekend will b crackin? rollin deep sumwhere on friday nite? yet all the fun in the world cant save me from the sinking. i kinda found a distraction or u cud say another flash in the darkness yet its already gone n im not the kinda dude to fuck with shit like that cuz it mite just backfire on me. there it is again i see it yet not enough balls to confront fears. is it that im just a puss or wat is it. am i worried ill fuck shit up ur sumtin. i just dnt kno. so off topic again haha i just realized that thing mr nelson said how like stories are ther wen we forget memories or someshit. like thats true like this blogging shit is fukn tight like one day ill just be lookin back on it n ill just b like damn i remember how that felt or damn that was a crackin ass weekend ur sumtin. life goes too fast wen u dnt want it to but wen u wish u cud just get out its slower than u can imagine. wer only on this earth for so long and yet its still not long enough. ive been livin life for the past 16 years n yet the past 1 or 2 have been the fastest but also the most crackin. n now thers more shit to worry bout since this dumbass economy aint fixin up. shit gotta worry bout the future like fuck im graduating next year n its off to college. after that the fun n games is over n its time to be responsible for shit. ahhhh watever im out this blog is goin nowhere haha. peace outieeeee.

Life is a seesaw, up and down. - Raashan Ahmad

Exhibit C

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jc09HB7nEbA
I make the devil hit his knees and say the Our Father. - Jay Electronica

Hey Young World

damn yo havent blogged in a minute. well so 4 day weekend been crackin. so friday, grizzly peaks wit xavier, ari, mando, peter, matt, kam and tai. after we got in n out n just chilled in the parking lot hella crackin. saturday nite jas had a party. me, nick, brett, mando n peter went. hellllllllllla crackin we needa get to another one. yesterday nite, twin peaks wit pat, matt, nick, jas, peter, brett, ciarian, kam, tai, ari, will, axl, daniel, aus and gabe. wendys in pinole afterward n gaby met up wit us to. dropped everyone off. pat n nick slept over. cod4 all nite hella funsies. so shiet still got hella homework to do. holdin that off till tommorow tho, bad fukn idea haha. so the fun of another weekend is coming to an end n yet i still feel well i dunno. lookin out ther at the grey skies, just cruisin in the car it kinda makes me feel distant from the world. like right now i dunno, im just sittin here, thinkin n shit. whackness. half of the school year has gone by yet again. god does this life just fly by fast dnt it? seemed like growing up was hella slow n as soon as we hit our fun years in high school shit just went fast huh. well im out enough wit the sad talks haha. outie.

World Is Empty

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Rap Up 2009

So i guess its lightweight late for this but its watever. so 2009. wat a fukn year. probly the best year so far. stepped up hella in school finally. got my license finally. finally tried to get at someone but that ended quick haha. gained more friends. lost some friends. rip miggy! i feel like our circle of friends has become a lot closer to. so hella shit has happened n i cant even remember really. anyways so today woke up at 4 in the afternoon. forza. dinner. swoop nick, tyler, jas. get sonics. get kam. grizzly peak. race back to vallejo in 10 mins. smoked that nigga. now im home.

Things to Look Forward to in 2010: becoming a senior, getting braces off in like 2 days!, legally driving ppl (in december =[), miggy coming back over the summer! (hopefully he goes back to skool here to), fixing up my car n such, getting a job?, changing my single status? haha outie!

I just haven't met you yet. - Michael Bublé

99 Problems

10 things I wanted for Christmas:

1.rims
2.lowering springs
3.take out my resonator
4.shave off the back of the lancer
5.red mitsubishi emblem
6.ipod adapter
7.money
8.pink g-shock
9.shoes
10.you

9 musicians/bands you love:

1.passion pit
2.people under the stairs
3.kero one
4.nas
5.dj deckstream
6.crown city rockers
7.lupe fiasco
8.wale
9.the roots

8 things you do everyday:

1.wake up
2.eat
3.walk
4.drink
5.computadora
6.smile
7.listen to music
8.sleep

7 things you enjoy:

1.driving
2.singing
3.photography
4.late night drives
5.the city
6.bonfire
7.jazz music

6 things that will always win your heart:

1.sense of humor
2.cute face
3.asians
4.music similarities
5.unique
6.smart

5 favourites:

1.Movie: right now? probly avatar
2.Song: too many
3.Book: harry potter
4.Food: too many
5.Season: winter or summer

4 smells or scents you enjoy:


1.my cologne
2.fresh cut wood
3.something burnt n u can smell it at night when u step outside
4.fresh air

3 places you want to go:

1.ny
2.phillipines
3.japan

2 Favorite Holidays

1.Christmas
2.Thanksgiving

1 person you’d marry on the spot:

1.lauren london yeeeeeee