Real Talk

I miss how things u use to be with the crew. i hate how shits split. like fukn last nite first time in a minute we all been together. shit was lightweight awkward. secrets n shit man wtf is happenin. i understand thers probs between sum peeps i think but idk. i just hate it man its pissin me off. n i hate being considered being part of one side of the crew bcuz i dnt want to be. i wanna b part of both. i try n stick with both but its just hard. sum ppl bitch wen im wit the other niggas n idk. i just wish it was the way it was. i think miggy really held us tight. wen he left we all kinda fell apart. i was hopin shit dint go dwn like it did. sum ppl just fucked our group over even more. not gonna say any names cuz i already kno sum shit that happened to other peeps but u feel me like our shits just fucked up rite now. i understand this entry sounds like a lot of cursing n shit haha but try n understand that im really just like mad about the situation rite now. i understand groups cant b together forever but i wish it wud mann. these r the years of change n well change is good, somtimes. this isnt really a change im feelin. anyway. im out.

The Pledge

I aim for the moon and I hit a falling star. - Naledge

Day of the Dead

Woke up early n kam swoops me. we get matt, tyler n marcus. head to xaviers house. all get a fresh cut. finna start gellin ma hair i guess. fresh x dnt disappoint! haha anyways they leave a bit earlier than me. mom swoops me. see sum fam. go to grandmas house. post for a bit. read a buncha her bible stuff cuz it looks intriguing. she has hella notes down n stuff, the world finna end may 2011 and the world is 13000 years old haha thats wat it said on her notes. left. home n shower. jason comes over rite quick. cj swoops me. we swoop his friend lucy. jamba juice. they trick o treat or howeever u spell that round eagle ridge that area for like 30 mins. i just post up at my homie nick's house havent seen him in a minute we go back to kindergarten. he had to leave so me n jason just post up at the evo. i get dropped off at matts. brett swoops us wit marcus. head to my casa. peter mando n convey ther already. aj n monica come n go. the rest of us go inside my house n chill. ari n ann come. go back outisde. monica n aj come back. me brett nick leave n swoop danica. head to glen cove safeway. meet up wit ari, matt, otis, marcus n ann ther. brett n danica leave. rest of us head to the haunted house. meet these dudes byron n mohammed, seniors at bethel. kinda like we knew em already well nick kinda did but u feel me? they was hella koo. anyway we walk to the house n shit. take a pic. realize that shit aint even scary. we scare more ppl coming to the house. my n byron fuck wit ppl. we get kicked out by the park ranger. he was koo tho it cuda been worse. also i dropped my ipod in a bush n he helped me find it so hes a beast for that. leave n go to sum party. hella heads. like HELLA heads. basically regroup wit the previous peeps. swig sum henn from my homie mike hes a beast for that. uhh we dip n drop off otis n ann. head to nicks. me ari matt n nick basically post in his room for hella long. just talk really. fun shit. pics. go home. now im chillin. so yeah im really content. got my haircut finaly today n it was pretty crackin kickin it wit every1. nothins even botherin me rite now. cant wait to fukn sleep haha. its only 1:15 cuz of daylight saving time woooo!!!!!!!! well outie. n i wud pics up but ther too big n i dnt wana shrink em rite now haha super lazy. ight foreal outie.

It's like sunshine on a rainy day. - Melanie Fiona