What Happened To The World

What happened to the world is my biggest question, you got 3 or 4 straps and still feel threatened.....So go hard everyday cause this could be it, I go far as to say I am anything.....Why you smile when there ain't nice shit to laugh about.....The world ain't even the same so why even trip? - The Jacka

foreal tho i feel that shit. me n nick on sum deep ass niga shit rrite now. like foreal buhd wat happened to all of us. think bout it. stupid ass recession. news on the daily im hearin peeps dyin like hellla peeps. fukn super natural disasters. it just seems like hella peeps been dyin lately. dumbass north korea shit idk if thats still goin on. us humans r just jacked up. fukn hella fucked up. wer killin ourselves think bout it. n we cant even change it. it kinda makes me feel like the world realy guna end in 2012. think bout it all this fucked up ass shit happenin to us. like even my own homies like ther goin through whack shit to. mabe sum of yall out ther arent but shit i wudnt say that just yet knock on that wood. i really just never thot id b thinkin shit like this one day. as we grow older we really just learn bout everything. ive really been lookin at shit just hella deep. i always needa vent nowadays. all round the world its just all bad for peeps. god's gettin pissed at us i think. ahhhhhhhhh wtf mayne. ufidfuaifuhwef. *sigh. outie.

Don't forget to hold on to your soul.....

Sooo life mayne.... idk. lately shit just been not coo feel me. i mean same old shit. same old skool. im just gettin sick of it u kno? i need sumthin new. mabe cuz im older now idk im startin to really think about shit. realizin shit. i think shit hella deeply now it makes me feel shit inside. idk im just like mixed up thats all. its tight a lot of peeps can drive n all now but shit idk its not that tight no more. even just kickin it is so boring now. friends i mean shit ill love em forever but they just dnt satisfy me anymore. i feel like empty inside. somedays im koo nuthin realy passes my mind im as a free a bird. other days i just keep thinkin about stuff. fuckkkk. sumthn new needs to happen. sumtin excitin. like foreal rite now not really llookin forward to much but that concert im goin to in like 3 weeks, vacations durin skool, my license n summer thats it. im gettin sick of this shit its pissin me off. at the same time idk it seems like every1 goin through the same shit. every1 wants some new shit in ther life. idk i just feel like ive done so much in life already u kno? it seems like ive done everything that needs to be done wen im just totally wrong. weiofjwoqifjwoeifj. this is the first time i actually "vented" ishh into my blog haha. watever dohh mayne jus sayin shit needs to come around man. everythin just seems dwn in the dirt rite now. anyways enough about my inner soul hahaha. so skool was ight today i guess? posted a blog 4th period. uhmm got home then left like rite away wit jason. i shipped out my members only jacket to pittburgh, cant wait for the nigga gettin it to ship me mine its hella raw. got home from the post office. ari calls up wen im finna nap n says she finna pick me up n kill time. we post up in her car for a bit n just talk about the crew, homecoming etc. nick calls up n we head to his casa. he comes in the car n we all just talk for like a quick bit. he gets out n she drops me back off. i get home supa tired n head to the bed. sleep till like 740 ish, eat dinner, watch tv a quick bit n head back upstairs. since then just been postin. listennin to raashan ahmad on youtube. needa cop his soul power album its raw. i needa cop the crown city album to shit. i need to cop a lotta albums actually. anyways finna start my homework. *sigh. i hope shit looks up soon tho im finna go ape shit foreal. wat the fuck does life mean? outie.

Land Of The Kings.

Soooo postin up in lit class rite now. We in the library. most peeps typin up ther essays n shit. i already got it done last nite. uhhh i got ari to update her blog haha n i got tai to make a blog to. i feel so special. yee. uhh tryna focus tho n do my apush packet so i dnt got so much homework tonite. we get outta class in a bit. i wunder if im goin off. outie.

Flava in Ya Ear.

Niggas is mad, I get mo' butt than ash tray..... Mo' guns than roses..... - The Notorious B.I.G.

Whatever U Want.

Moment of Truth.

FUCKKKKKKK most sketchiest shit ever. So me n nick went out to ride just now hela late. We goin up the street n a cop comes. NIcks on the other side of the street. I hide behind a column for like 2 minutes. I make hella noise cuz i drop my bike hella times n i try n put my keys away. I think nick got caught cuz i herd ppl talking fuckkk. I got away hella slightlty. I like biked on the fukn edge rite next to the fence of the house n biked off hella fast. fuckkk hella sketchy. fuck this shit im never doin this again. once again i get away from a cop. this time i dint get caught by em thoo. fuck i hope nick dnt get super fucked. RIP NICK! outie 5000.

Know The Ledge.

You kno ever since ive been in ap art, ive been like appreciating art a lot. especially 20th century shit. pop art is hella raw tho. i think this piece is by james rosenquist not sure tho. hella raw.

Don't Sweat the Technique.

I made my debut in '86, with a melody, and president's mix. - Rakim

Just Forget.

Lightweight koo day. Went to the benicia/bethel tennis game after skool wit patrick n nick. Mainly kicked it wit balls n sarah. Kinda wit calvin, xavier n sum other peeps n julie towards the end. it was hella cold. got home. yee. napped for a bit. dinner. posted like always. doin ap art hw rite now super whack status. finna go out after 11 tho n ride bikes around wit nick. that nigga needs to get shit of his mind. peace out.

Clap Your Hands.

Woke up round 10 from a text from julie. Finally cleared shit up so its all good now haha. Went dwn n ate. Jason came over a bit. I still got hw to do shit. Brett n nick proly comin over. jason proly comin bak to. we tryna get to a nice view ur sumtin n think on shit. out.

Just Gets Better with Time.

Talkin to this nigga miggy. Miss him hella much tho. I dnt feel so empties now haha. We finna kick it hard this summer! Outie.

Callin' My Name.

Shit's fuckin' with my brain, I need a change. - Mistah F.A.B.

Go for your Guns.

Woke up round like 1? ran n shit. passsed by nicks. ran to matts. worked out. ran back to my house n showered n ate n stuff. waited. ari picked me up n matt. we pick up nick n austin. head to michaels n around ther to buy ap art stuff for out project. drop off austin. go to jaileez's house n kick it for a bit. miranda comes by. we leave. me matt nick ari n miranda go to sum party in eagle ridge. see austin, gabe, daniel, lorenzo, jape, axl, xavier, julie, rachel some other peeps idk. basically just kick it. it was aight. we leave n drop off matt n go to christians house. hella random ppl ther. kick it for a bit. went home. fuckk life man foreal. shits just gettin more boring. im tired of the same old shit. thers no new shit to look forward to. shit just pissed me off. idk. fuck. peace out.

B.U.D.D.Y.

Boy he fly without flapping his wings, more he high without draggin' that green. - Lupe Fiasco

Brick in the Wall.

Soo koo ass day i guess. Skool was aight. Went to nicks after wit patrick. Brett came n picked us up n we hit up 7-11. We all got junkass food n ate at the park. Felt like shit fuckkk. Brett leaves. Went to christians house. Saw christian, jason n george. We get picked up by nicks sister n get dropped off at jasons grandmas house. Patrick leaves wen we get ther cuz hes in super trouble n his mams is whack. We try to get in the house to sneak the car out but we cant. Ther just happens to b a window open. I climb up on the roof n punch through the screen haha. Get inside the house n open up the door n we in. Get the car out. Pick up ari. After hella complications n shit of gettin ther, we get to corbus for the bethel spsv game. Saw daniel, xavier, will, gaby, axl, jape n other peeps. Left wit gaby n will. We go to the benicia game n jason drives off. We kick it wit michael, droop-e, tyler, brent, griffin n other ppl. Brett comes wit danica n takes me n nick to nations n leaves. Will ari n gaby come seperateely. Hella football peeps n cheerleaders n shit. First time in awhile i got to kick it with my original peeps. I miss kickin it wit them. We needa do sumtin one time. We all chilled in the back of kamerons car, ate, talked, crackin. Peter goes home wit aj n them. Kameron takes me nick tyler n matt home. In the car sum zapp and roger song comes on n its fukn koo. Cant wait to download that shit. Anyways i get dropped off at nicks n i bike home. Doors locked so i gotta knock n my grandma answers haha thank god. But yeah koo ass day hopefully tommorow is to! but shit tho i fucked up wit the window shit man. fuckkkkkkk. karmas finna hit me back hard. im sorry. outie 5000!!!!!!

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I'm sick of bitches shakin' asses.....

You know them stakes is high. - De La Soul

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Ehhh ordinary ass day really. Dint even fail that apush test tho! 61% hahaha watever mayne that shit was fukn hard. N i got a fukn 109/106 on my chem test cuz imma beast. Probly goin to the game tommorow. Hopefully sumtin koo happens this weekend. Outie 5000 nigga!

So Far Gone.

Cannon Ball.

I hope when dinner is served my niggas don't dessert me. - Drake

Kimbo Price.

Soo just another ordinary boring ass day really. Chemistry, Lit vocab and APUSH test tommorow ahhhhhh!!

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Stakes Is High.

Sunday Bloody Sunday.....
Didn't know people actually read my blog haha. Outie.

Illmatic.

Everything will eventually come to an end, so try to savour the moment, cause time flies don't it?
The beauty of life, it's to make it last for the better, cause nothing lasts forever. - Nas

The Breakdown.

FUCK MY LIFE MAN FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!! so yesterday will ari n brett came over n we just chilled on the roof. like foreal doin nothin that shit wasnt even dangerous or nothing. we wer just bein teenagers n just wanting to fukn chilll n shit. that shit was hella relaxing. view was hella koo. then i wake up today from the yelling of dad. he woke me up cuz my neighbors told my parents that we wer on the roof. i dnt think they did it to get me in trouble tho. but fukn anyways my parents said i hav no respect for them or for the house and that its hella dangerous. so they said i hav to go home straight after skool, cant hav ppl come over n hang out or stay the nite. im grounded on weekends. cant watch football games in benicia. fuck my life man! fuck benicia its so gay. its already fukn so whack just chillin. wat now since i cant do shit. n now they said nick cant hang out here cuz hes disrespectful. like wtf my parents need to fukn loosen up n shit fuckkkfefhailusfhalweiufgasiufhasf. i fukn hate life rrite now. im tired of this fukn same old shit. same fukn ppl. same everything fuck. schools hella gayyy to. this just makes it all fukn hella worse. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhwefuahsgfiuhfiwuhfwf. fuckkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! iufhasfuif efjoidfiosioudfs fuck fuck fuck!! watever man im fukn out. fuck my life.

3 Feet High and Rising.

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Intuition.

Crackkkkkkkin ass day. So we got out at 1210 plus its rally day so like every period was like 30 mins ha. Got outta skoo n me n ari headed to mi casa. I snuck out the lancer n we picked up nick at his house. we dropped him off at his gfs house then we went to sonics n grubbed a bit. went back n picked him up. passed by bethel n met up wit gabe austin calvin n mando. said hi to sam n alex. saw julie while i was driving but she dint even stay to talk doh. left n picked up brett then went to mi house. posted for a bit n watched matrix reloaded. doorbell rings. surprise nigga. its miggys mom haha. she tells us how he doesnt really got real friends yet n how he just b up in his room all the time. n he gon be here next summer n finna crash wit me haha. my dad dropped off ari at community then me n nick n brett at the football game. watched the game for a bit. our var is raw. my nigga peter n matt hella raw doh. so is all the otha niggas. idk wat the score was at the end cuz we left like 3rd quarter but i was like 34 6 n yeah. cezar brought me nick n brett out to sonics. bought hella shit half priced so we got it hooked up yeeeee. will jape sum black dude i forget his name haha ari n jaileez meet up wit us n yeah. post ther for a bit. then lightweight race em back to benicia. crackin ass nite. back to the high school. matts dad comes n brings us to my house. brett just left. now its just me n nick n yeah. koo ass way to start off the weekend. finna hit up that fujis tommorow after sum psat test shit gayyyyyyyyyyyyy. outie nigga.

Higher Than 30,000 Feet.

So yesterday.. Matt tyler ari will nick n brett came over. My parents had hella food n yeah. Just posted. Brett matt n tyler left then the rest of us went to the park for a bit. Went to nicks n jumped on the tramp for a bit. Will n ari leave. Me n nick head back to my house n chill. We have a yugioh card battle haha whooped a nigga doh! He stays the nite. Woke up bout an hour ago. Just ate n shit. He still here. Fuck i got hella hw today. Outie

Touch a Four Leaf Clover.

Sooo pretty chillin crackin ass day. Woke up round noon n headed to el parque. Hooped n played football wit the boys. Rysal, nya, matt, tyler, kameron, peter, otis, dylan, michael n marcus. Peeps left then me michael n peter headed to anns n kicked it lightweight bit. She gave us peanut butter sandwiches n gatorade haha. Then my mams dropped me michael and peter off at michaels house n chilled. Swam in his pool n jacuzzi hella relaxin doh. Aj n monica come by n leave. Alexa comes by n gets us pizzaa then she leaves. Aj n monica come back n leave. Tai n marissa come n chill. Me tai marissa peter n michael post up in the jacuzzi n talk about shit. Todays the first time i really kicked it wit the nigga peter for a long ass time. Love that nigga to death tho. Marissa drove me n tai home. I went out wit the fam n got ice cream then went to safeway. Came back n posted outside n chilled for awhile just to watch the lights n slap the ipod. Came in n ironed a buncha clothes n shit. Plannin to sneak jasons car out later n coast. I hope i get to kick it wit a certain special someone tommorow haha. If not idk. My parents throwin a labor day party for work round 4 so yee nigga yee! Peace out.

Operation Stackola.

Soooooo Nick stayed the nite. Uhh basically just sat outside all nite n talked n watched the lights n shit haha hella koo tho. Had sum weird ass dream it was hella actiony n shit. I was like robin n sum nigga was batman except we dint hav suits n then i was drivin sum fast ass car on the wrong side of the freeway haha. Anywayss so nick gone. Tryna kick it wit peeps. No1s really dwn tho. pftttttt idk wat im finna do tho. im so bored. 4 day weekend just started feels like its been awhile already tho. im out.