I Did It Myself

Merry Christmas. Dint get shit. In la. outie.

The Life I Live

SOooooooooo so far breaks been pretty crackin. leesa on saturday n jas's on sunday. got hellllla onnnnnnnn met new peeps hoo think im hella koo from wat i herd? haha been weight trainin to n the whole crews been goin. not only like it benefits me n makes me feel good bout myself but like its bringin all us back together again. i feel like the crew is one again. like everyday we been kickin it so crackin. anyways so today lifted. went to pho wit peter tyler tai n mando. dinner and a show hahaha. met up wit nick n ari at waters end park. post for a bit. cops come said they got called. said i cant drive peeps but once again the feds cant take me!! anyways we all head back to my casa. chill. all of us webcam wit miggy. peeps leave. hop on forza. jason comes. forza. hes still here. now we just postin. but yeah life is fukn gooooooooood rite now but still missin a chunk but its all good. anyways finna b out till like sunday or monday?? finna kick it down in la. chillin wit shannen. hopefully see peter at disneyland!! outie.

Go On

So first day finals. quite easy really. spanish lightweight hard idk wat i got tho but i kno my B is safe. but yo apush final? i mean come on. 70%?!!! FUKN JUICED!!!!!! highest test score all year nigga! plus thers a curve so thats 80%!!!!!! LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yo welcome to the bay, where the clouds can't stay, they're chased away by the rays, blazed by the sun, that sets in the west, where money travels hands like our credit card debts. - Kero One

Sayin Something

Hmm so i havent had one of them deep blogs in a minute. well here goes. so this has nothin to do with anythin goin on rite now but just lookin back on shit. ive kinda realized like throught ur life thers change. change is inevitable. sometimes u can stop it or try n change it n other times u cant. wen thers times u cant n it wuda been better if it was changed, it sucks, but its whatever u kno. like instead of tryna fix changes its better to just leave it as is. ur friends among u will fuck up over time and ppl will drift take sides and wat not, u just gotta try n not to pick a side really. even wen the most fucked up shit happens like idk i understand the other side of it n i shud take that side but im not a person to hold grudges. so yeah basically change is inevitable. wen it happens u shud grasp it and endure it. new subject. soo the idea that ive been single for my entire life haha still bugs me. but idk its watever rite now im not realy doin anythin to try n fix that but im not trippin too much haha. unless that one lucky person i think is ther n catches my eye ill just b postin doin my own thing. got my license last week tooooo finna get hella places. finals comin up tommorow till friday. not even trippin tho haha idk like wen it comes to finals or tests and me, i realy just dnt trip about it. mabe its just cuz i hav good memory. anywayss im outt nuthin else to say rite now. spoke my mind. outie.

Will there ever come a time, when the cryin ends? Cause death is just a moment when the dyin' ends. - Edo G

Tokyo Drift

GOT THE LICENSE AYEEEEEEEE!!!!!

The Drive

Gabys bday. Pasta pomodoro. hella peeps. target. dropp off gaby. big ass house hella scary in the middle uh nowhere tho haha. home now. shitt i hope i dnt hav to reschedule my license appt mannnnnn that wud b so whack. my parents wnt take the day off =[. that wud b a waste of a fukn month. i made hella plans n shit over break. outie.

In this road of life, are you livin', or just along for the ride? - The Procussions

When the Sunshine Comes

how cute haha.

Everything

sick. not crackin.

Swallow your pride before you choke on your issues, I know you got family and folks that'll miss you, so don't misuse this gift you've been given, this life's but a dream, you're blessed to be livin. - MURS

Beneath The Surface

Damn havent blogged in a minute ha. well so far breaks been ight ya kno not really anything super crackin n hella defining but its whatever. thanksgiving was ok. i basically cooked the dinner cuz my mom was at work. idk i like honey ham more than turkey but we only had turkey this year. soo ari told me n nick to wake up at 3 to go to the concord mall for black friday sale. nigga dint even swoop us till like 5 haha. n i only had like an hour of sleep so i felt like poop. anyways so we got ther. copped sum jeans at macys, fukn 40 minute long line hella whack the fukn cashier was obliviously a noob haha. bought a hoodie at h&m. nick bought me sum jeans from tillys pretty koo. soo we wer ther from 5-2, like it was koo how i copped shit but at the same time like i dint feel good at all like i think im gettin the flu so yeah it wasnt really that good either. like we went on a mission to the furniture section of macys and fukn crashed for like an hour i was just knocked out. aris parents treated us to todais it was ight. daniel was wit us for a bit. jape was wit us for a bit to but that nigga hella catted haha jk. we seen cj n jason to. finally got home after wat was like the most grueling time ive ever had in the mall. slept from like 3-9. parents bring me pho for dinner. nicks came over n he just left. yeahh. i think im fina sleep now tho. even though i just slept for like 89406847064034 hours im still hella tired. fuckkkk i hope i dnt get super sick n of all times y now at the end of break. anyways tradin my dooms for ray fong adidas n $100 mann i dnt wana let these babies go but i need that paperrrrr for the ps3 haha. most likely no1 fina cop my 11s of bapes but its wutever. hopin to buy this dudes ps3 for like $200 cuz its a good ass deal. i dnt want my parents buyin me all this shit like they offered to spend $400 on the new ps3 plus like other shit i need for it n like nawwwww not even thats just doin too much i feel hella bad. so yeah if i dnt come up wit enough cash its watever on the ps3 ill just buy idk watever cuz my parents r already gettin a hook up for the ipod in the lancer n that probly costs bank so yeah. well overall this break has been ight but back to skool on monday for like another 3 weeks? then its christmas!!!!!! wooooo fav time of the year. finna get that have my licensia on the 11th hopefully! then ayeeeeeeeee we fina get it poppin!! outie.

Haters shake my hand but I keep the sanitizer on deck.....Most of the clean faces be the most dirty.....I am happy, that's just the saddest lie. - Kid Cudi

Lights Please

How you make the darkness seem so bright? - J. Cole

Day by Day

soo break got out today. school was ight same old shit. got home. slept till like 7? cj swoops me n we get his friend chris. hit up concord mall. go to walnut creek n walk round. head to l&l at the vallejo plaza. go to matt's house n chill wit him n pat. go to the park n ball for a bit hella funsies. go to cjs. hit up 711. now i is home wit jason. soooooo hopefully i fukn get a ps3 this break. need to get on that codmw2!! outie.

It ain't over here it comes again, holdin' on my shoulder so I can't hold it in, life in a balance seein how we did, and when you get there it's time to go again. - Living Legends

One Day It'll All Make Sense

ok its fukn like 158 at night. y the fuck am i still up? i need to stop procrastinating homework every night. i swear i sleep like between 2-3 every fuckin school day man so i only get like 5 6 hours of sleep not even crackin. then wen i get home from skool i nap like hella long cuz im super tired. need to fukn switch up the pattern mayne! but yeahh. so anyways. shit still buggin me after hella long already. like foreal just fukn go away n sail on or give me a sign. its really just hella annoying now. ahhhh watever. out.

Sail on. - Lionel Richie

Pulse of the People

I know it's easy to imagine but it's easier to just do. See, if you can't do what you imagine, then what is imagination to you? - Kid Cudi

They Always Know

so yesterday pacquaio fight. random ass mix of ppl in my house but wutever still hella crackin. ppl leave n me n nick chill n sit on the monkey bars out back for a bit. he leaves. slept. today went to emeryville. walked around. got a hoodie from h&m woohoo. now im home. fina start homework. life cud and shud b better. outie.



From a head full of pressure, as the senses that I clutch, made a date with divinity but she wouldn't let me fuck, I got touched by a hazy shade of god, help me change, caught a rush on the floor from the life in my veins. - Slug

Hello my name is

school. game. chill wit peter n kam. goin to bed. outie. PACQUIAO FIGHT TOMMOROW WOOOOOOO!!

Death before dishonor, argue with a dumb mothafucka you just dumber. - GLC

Go Away

had today off. so last nite went to christians for awhile. hella peeps. wrestled. went to nicks. chilled on the trampoline wit brett christian greg nick and jason. peeps leave n its just me n nick. kam comes. we fall asleep round 1. kam leaves in the morning. me n nick wake up. head to my house. brett comes. halo wars. get to xaviers for a fresh cut. daniel comes. we all go to the plaza. l&l for dinner. go home. doing homework rite now. thank god we had today off n thank god tommorow is thursday haha. whack tho still got super ultra mega homework left. chem test tommorow. so basically if i get my spanish up for 88 to an A ill have straight A's haha crackinnnnnnn. gettin my license exactly a month from today yee!! outie.

This love is enough to start a war. - Colin Munroe

Sealed for Freshness

So poop ass day. slept like usual late last nite but for some reason today was really idk i was so tired. lookin forward to tommorow cuz we got the next day off. proly stay the nite at nicks. im tryna get haircut on wednesday to n idk wat else. hopefully this weekend is koo. bethel benicia game on friday then hopefully my last driving lesson over the weekend yeeee. outie.

A man can be destroyed but not defeated. - Ernest Hemingway

Moving At the Speed Of Life

Super ultra mega fucking bored.

It's a New Day

So since all my tight peeps are starting to blog about everyone i guess ill just have to hop on the boat haha. By the way the way i order you doesnt have anything to do with how close you are to me so dont be offended haha. sorry these arent too detailed but oh well.

Miggy Exconde - so many memories weve had. me u kam n peter wer really tight back then. u started changing for the worse but u became a cool ass nigga again near the end. i kno u treated me like shit for so long but u kno me i have a high tolerance for that kinda stuff. i guess now u realize shit n i cant wait for yo ass to come stay wit me during summer. even tho 540646403543054 miles away u still ma fukn nigga n i love you yes homo.

Jason Gorospe - im sorry for being such a douche too u so many times over the years. n im sorry that i brush u off sometimes during skool haha. but ur really my best friend. i know a lot of ppl cant see that in u but watever. ur one of the only ppl that i can come to talk to about anything. wer basically like bros nigga. but yeah uhm i dnt really have anything else to say haha.

Nick De Vigal - so like basically we thot we hated each other for like all of freshman year n half of sophmore year? haha anyway we got kinda tight last year. at first i cudnt realy tolerate ur violent behavior but i got over it n we got hella tight. ur really a deep ass nigga n ur one of my closest niggas that ive ever had. u also introduced me to all the bethel peeps which expanded my group of friends n im really thankful for that. we got them long ass jokes in the car to haha RANCH! anyways dnt wana make this too long but yeah u different from a lot of the other peeps n u coo for that.

Patrick Salientes - our friendship started reaally turbulent. u hit me freshman year n i dint hit u back cuz i wanted to stay homies. we got hella tight really slowly n ever since miggy left i guess i been ur tightest nigga haha. u can b an asshole at times n just not even b considerate but ur still a cool ass dude. n i really like how u apologized to every1 especially gaby haha. but yeah if only u wer around more to kick it man yo mams is whack doh. but yeah u ma nigga.

Brett Imel - u wer like one of my first friends in benicia. we been friends for hella long man. thanks for takin us off all the time. u use to b hella vicious n shit but uve calmed down. u a cool ass nigga n i hope u never fade off from me. remember ATS? haha hella funny cuz u stopped talkin hella shit to. anyways yeah uhh ight haha.

Matthew Crisostomo - so like basically u jacked shit from me wit gustavo back in the day haha. n we thot we hated each other like whole freshman year. well mabe u did idk haha. then sophmore year we got kinda close. then summer like we got hella tight man. remember that one time i was onnnnn at jasons n u miggy walked me home. u guys r real niggas for that. but yeah we hung out like almost everyday during the summer bro. u really like just the nicest person i kno n hella real n i love u for that cuhzz.

Peter Reyes - so we became friends in like 8th grade huh. back in the busty days haha. remember wen kameron wud call u n b like good night best friend? hahaha funny shit. so yeah man like ur one of the last niggas on earth that r hella real. weve kinda faded off for a bit but i hope we become hella tight again man. ur one of the dudes i wud never wana lose. i consider u like one of the core niggas cuz really wer like the base of the crew besides other peeps haha but u ma bro.

Kameron Rojas- wsup B-RO?? haha guam bomb nigga fenadeni sauce nigga watever u definetly a coo ass nigga n definetly my bro. back then it was really just me u n migs man. nuthin cud fuck wit the triangle haha. u wer hella violent back then but now i understand. uve calmed down to n ur just a chill ass dude now. even tho we never really kick it so much i feel wer still just hella tight man. ull always b one of my best friends n one of those dudes i never want to lose.

Tyler Terrazas - sooo we got kinda tight over freshman year till now. we never got really tight but u definetly my niga. u talked hella shit back then n u kinda still do but not really to me haha. thats just u tho shit that runs in ur family hahaha. but ur a coo ass dude n definelty one of my niggas.

Armando Martinez - ur definetly a real nigga. uve never disappointed me or shit any1 that i can think of. ur so nice and hella forgiving. forgiving enough to forgive that one person n he fucks up again. wer not that tight but ur definetly ma nigga n a keeper.

Ryan Salas - me n u wit miggy n kam use to be hella tight bro. idk wat happened thoo u kinda drifted off. but even till now like i told u wer always gunna b niggas. u one of my first best friends n u never disappointed me. ur a koo ass nigga n we shud start kickin it again.

Tai Aczon - so we just started gettin kinda tight. im sorry for not really appreciatin u tryna kick it wit us b4 n i regret it. ur a deep ass foo n ur hella coo for that. ur always dwn to kick it n shit. anyways u just got "born" haha but yeah stay coo.

Marcus Lew - yes im writing an entry about u. even though i dnt even kno if wer friends anymore watever. so weve had big ass arguments like back in 7th grade summer wen we wanted to fight. n mabe now idk mabe u want to fight me. but idk its been hard to b ur friend cuz ur so shady. ive finally realized that n yeah. idk wat else to say. its time to move on.

Arianna Lagrimas - so we wernt really tight last year. i dnt even kno if we wer friends freshman year haha. we got hella tight tho since this school year started. ur a coo ass chick n i can talk to u about a lot of stuff. u helped me through situations n ur advice really ended up workin. hopefully we never fade cuz ur a keeper.

Monica Chan - so i remember i asked u out in like 7th grade but got denied hahaha. u thot of me as annoying b4 n our friendship was strange over the years. i think ive become tight wit u this year. i like being the person u vent to a lot haha. ur a cool ass person n hopefully our friendship doesnt fade on and off like it usually does.

Gaby Reyes - so i dint really talk to u till like this year but u ended up bein hella koo. i thot u wer a freshman wen u first came last year haha. sorry for makin those short jokes haha but u kno im just kiddin. just like ari i can go to u bout girl stuff n its ends up helpin me out. hopefully wer not just close cuz ur the only close person i kno in art haha but yeah a definetly a coo ass chick.

So uhh yeah these paragraphs wernt really detailed. i tried to keep em all pretty close in amount haha. but yeah u guys on the list really have been cool to me. even though some of u have treated me like shit u kno me im just tolerant of a lot of things. im glad shit has calmed down since n weve really grown up. some of u weve been through a lot of shit together. missions from bustys house to fukn home or just chillin weve been through a lot. im glad u guys r my friends n i cud never ask for better. peace out.

Mama Told Me

So i feel relieved now. Finally shit thats been held in from all of us for so long finally let out. It about time u dnt hav ppl to bounce back to n realize that u never kno watchu got till its gone. ahh i feel good rite now. peace out.

I'm like the hydrogen bond, shit gets heated and things separate. - Miggy Exconde

Letter to my brother, Miggy Exconde.

dear miggy, miggs, migay, migot hahaha. i have so much fucking homework rite now its crazy n its already like 11 but i think i need to send this to u. so i was talking to peter n kam. well kam especialy we wer on the fone for an hour reminisicin. n i must say well we fukn miss u dude. im not guna lie like wen u left a lot of us got mad cuz u did us dirty hella times in the past. but at least i kno that I realized how much u really meant to us. even though through all the bs we all went through it made us who we are. u changed as we grew older n in my opinion for the worse. u started talkin hella shit, bein lightweight shady to but in the end like we really came close again. wen u realized u wer really moving u realized hoo ur close niggas wer i guess? kam told me the nite we got out n u wer sobbin like a bitch jk =) u wer talkin about how times up n u wish u cuda kicked it wit us more. mannn imma miss u dude. it took me awhile to realize u wer gone. now all i really hope is to see u next summer. but lets back this shit up nigga. back in the days. so howd i meet chu idk? i think i met ur fam first haha cuz that nigga sellin blinds n shit. anyway i remember like u invivted me to ur party n i dint go ccuz i slept at marcus's hoouse. man i wish i went cuz look at yung mar now haha jkjk. but in the beginnin as i recall, me u n kam. triangle. us niggas never turned on each other. then u said to start ignoring him so i did cuz thats just how we was back in the days. anyway then u met peter n me n kam got hella jealous hahaha. n then marcus n brett came into the picture. matt came. all these niggas. anyway wat i mean to say is that even though u put me through a lot of shit i just have a high tolerance for ur shit. i guess its tough love? pat told me u still think im a faggit. i dnt care. nigga wer fukn brothers man. i fukn love u. u kam n peter u guys r the realest niggas foreal. we may not all be tight as we use to dude but we just got that unbreakable bond man. n dnt think we'll ever forget bout u. everytime u onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn aim im always up to talk to u mayne. i hope i dnt make u feel like an asshole cuz im talkin about all the shit u put us through but i just wana come out wit it now. anyways so back it up again. remember that one time wen i popped my tires n i thot ther wer needles in the grass? hahaha hella funny nigga! or that one time me u brett marcus rode around benicia all day. all our tires popped haha that day was a fukn mission. or how bout wen i got hella on at jasons but u n matt walked me home like sum real niggas. remember wen ur dad saw shaka n he was like, is that yo nigga? hahahah or wen ther was ultrasexmovies on the comp n we blamed it on rysal hahaha hella jacked up!! wuta bout that one time we wer at bustys house n we all left early except u haha. hmm wat else man. airsoft wars those wer aight. paintballin was kush. shit i remember wen i got my xbox first time i like secluded myself froom the world hahaha. then u gotttttt onnnnnnnnnnnn xbox n we was playin like on the daily doh. shit hella memories man. oh remmeber that one sleepover with dallis? hahahah n they got shit on kameron. that shit was soooooo funny!! hahahahhaa. but yeah man like if u wer still here, id have apush and lit wit u, man those classes wud b crackin to. anyways bro i really miss u. we all miss u. we'll never forget u. n i cant wait for yo ass to come here this summer n stay wit me nigga!! but i gotta get back to my homeworks nigga. peace out. i love you. no homo.

P.S. remember this shit?! hahahahaha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o_d8e9mTeZs

Let It Loose

So basically the crew is fucked. guys we need to fucking grow up. certain niggas need to b straight up instead if ignorin each other about tthe problem at hand. its about time we fukn face shit instead of keepin shit on the dl like its nuthin. shady ass dude i dnt kno how we all still put wit it. i wana b tight wit u but at the same time its hard cuz ur shady as fuck to the other peeps. fukn up super hardcore. ahhhhhhhhhh we need to resolve this fucking civil war. peace out.

Memories don't live like people do. - Mos Def

Stronger Than

Me and Marcus covering Stronger Than by Gabe Bondoc. Enjoy!

Real Talk

I miss how things u use to be with the crew. i hate how shits split. like fukn last nite first time in a minute we all been together. shit was lightweight awkward. secrets n shit man wtf is happenin. i understand thers probs between sum peeps i think but idk. i just hate it man its pissin me off. n i hate being considered being part of one side of the crew bcuz i dnt want to be. i wanna b part of both. i try n stick with both but its just hard. sum ppl bitch wen im wit the other niggas n idk. i just wish it was the way it was. i think miggy really held us tight. wen he left we all kinda fell apart. i was hopin shit dint go dwn like it did. sum ppl just fucked our group over even more. not gonna say any names cuz i already kno sum shit that happened to other peeps but u feel me like our shits just fucked up rite now. i understand this entry sounds like a lot of cursing n shit haha but try n understand that im really just like mad about the situation rite now. i understand groups cant b together forever but i wish it wud mann. these r the years of change n well change is good, somtimes. this isnt really a change im feelin. anyway. im out.

The Pledge

I aim for the moon and I hit a falling star. - Naledge

Day of the Dead

Woke up early n kam swoops me. we get matt, tyler n marcus. head to xaviers house. all get a fresh cut. finna start gellin ma hair i guess. fresh x dnt disappoint! haha anyways they leave a bit earlier than me. mom swoops me. see sum fam. go to grandmas house. post for a bit. read a buncha her bible stuff cuz it looks intriguing. she has hella notes down n stuff, the world finna end may 2011 and the world is 13000 years old haha thats wat it said on her notes. left. home n shower. jason comes over rite quick. cj swoops me. we swoop his friend lucy. jamba juice. they trick o treat or howeever u spell that round eagle ridge that area for like 30 mins. i just post up at my homie nick's house havent seen him in a minute we go back to kindergarten. he had to leave so me n jason just post up at the evo. i get dropped off at matts. brett swoops us wit marcus. head to my casa. peter mando n convey ther already. aj n monica come n go. the rest of us go inside my house n chill. ari n ann come. go back outisde. monica n aj come back. me brett nick leave n swoop danica. head to glen cove safeway. meet up wit ari, matt, otis, marcus n ann ther. brett n danica leave. rest of us head to the haunted house. meet these dudes byron n mohammed, seniors at bethel. kinda like we knew em already well nick kinda did but u feel me? they was hella koo. anyway we walk to the house n shit. take a pic. realize that shit aint even scary. we scare more ppl coming to the house. my n byron fuck wit ppl. we get kicked out by the park ranger. he was koo tho it cuda been worse. also i dropped my ipod in a bush n he helped me find it so hes a beast for that. leave n go to sum party. hella heads. like HELLA heads. basically regroup wit the previous peeps. swig sum henn from my homie mike hes a beast for that. uhh we dip n drop off otis n ann. head to nicks. me ari matt n nick basically post in his room for hella long. just talk really. fun shit. pics. go home. now im chillin. so yeah im really content. got my haircut finaly today n it was pretty crackin kickin it wit every1. nothins even botherin me rite now. cant wait to fukn sleep haha. its only 1:15 cuz of daylight saving time woooo!!!!!!!! well outie. n i wud pics up but ther too big n i dnt wana shrink em rite now haha super lazy. ight foreal outie.

It's like sunshine on a rainy day. - Melanie Fiona

Empire State of Mind

Last Night of the World

It's not the destination, it's the journey. - Mr. Nelson

Can You Let Me Know

Love, you gotta love it, hold hands in public, I does it, cool, I dug it, everything you do, and everything you doesn't, everything you done, hope I'm the one you does it to, hope this trick goes wrong, and I'm cut in two, so I can feel it twice as much as two Lu's, to lose is something that I never wanna do, I' too loose to check on this track like choo, choose, to choose, I'd rather have you, even if it's half, and I'll even hold for the whole if I have to, but I don't wanna one, that's too close to none, come. - Lupe Fiasco

The Cypher

Mos Def x Black Thought x Eminem

Sail On

Today... lightweight crazy ass day. last 2 periods of the day i was almost super fucked in class cuz i fell asleep in 5th period n had to copy nikki's work hella quick. 6th period spanish idk i was lightweight pissed. art test passed pretty smoothly. ahhhh fuckk tho cant really take this shit any longer. tried to put shit in the back of my memories but i cant run from it any longer. ppl and ther asshole actions n shit just piss me off to but i just try n breeze by shit. do i fukn cross ur mind like u do mine? i just wana fukn b straight up n b like is it really worth it? im in super deadlock rite now n its just fukin wit me hella. OUTIE.

Shit was all good while it lasted. - Young Chris

Flashing Lights

I dunno anymore. confused as fuck mayne. just stuck in the trench feel me? i cud write a whole fukn book about it. like foreal is it worth it? i thot i was past it but i dunno shit just creepin up back on me u kno? i think the only reason ive been lookin forward to fun shit is just to hide my thoughts n feelings. thats pussy shit. running away from probs. like mr nelson says ppl only see like 10% of u, 90% is hidden behind. ahhhhhh i dnt even kno anymore. not really sad or happy but just super undecided. outie.

Little Secrets

For those who don't know, I'm like super fucking hella scared of spiders. It's my worst fear.

Suitcases And Travel Bags

Last night.... pretty koo at austins. kam n t stayed the nite. they just left. idk. not really in the zone rite now to b bloggin. outie.

Food 4 Thought

Uhhh last blog like 4 days ago yeahh. nuthn really happened. today was ight i guess. me brett n nick got pomegranates after skoo. back to nicks house. ari swoopes me n nick. go to corbus. hella peeps. wendys. hang out wit the same peeps again just some went home. now im home. yeah. boring ass blog huh? idk maynee i dunno anymore. super confused. like im caught in a trench with guns pointed at me on all sides ya kno? dnt kno even kno anymore. fuckkk. im out.

Courage is knowing what not to fear. - Plato

Camp Lo

Havent blogged in a minute dohhhhh. So nuthin coo really since treasure island. my grades hella koo tho i think i hav a 4.0 idk i kno its a 3.8 at the least. i thot i got a 64% on my last apush test but i ended up gettin a c+ haha crackinn. then i got a 111/100 on my ap art body book that shit boosted my grade 89-93 but she put in my participation which was a 79/100 n i went down to a 91 whack shit brehh. but yeah. i learned mr nelson has a blogger to so im followin his now haha he doesnt really update it tho. soo yeahh. i guess lifes been aight thoo. same old thing on the daily its wutever. its not so bummin as i thot it was b4. still sumtin is missin tho. idk wat to do. im caught in the trenches maynee dnt even knoo. i feel like my life is complete right now its just a matter of gettin my license haha n havin that one person ya kno? idk soundin lightweight emo rite now haha but yeah u get wat im sayin. anywaysssss im out its like 930 aint even started my homework yet foo. outie.

The Reeling

Crackin ass dayyyyy!!!! Treasure island music festival nigga! Got to meet the whole crown city rockers crew my favorite hip group ever. copped ther new cd got all of em to sign it n copped one of ther shirts n got em all to sign it. shook hands n took pics n talked for a lightweight bit. rasshan said wassup family! haha n headnodic told me to call him ethan haha. front row performance to yee! then saw murs he was pretty beasty. saw passion pit n like ther hellllllllla raw i just found sum new ass peeps to listen to! watched dj krush hes hella raw to. lastly i saw ltj bukem feat mc conrad n every1 was just hella into it. shit that whole day every1 was fukn hella on haha so much weed everywhere. went to daimo for dinner. went to the high school. me ari will n nick head to daniels 16th. hella peeps n kick it for a bit. hookah i dnt hit tho. i was waitin for that drankkkkk but we left. went home wit nick. brett swoops us wit marcus n danica. go to ihop. see peeeps. get matt n get wendys to grub. go back to daniels haha. a lil more peeps. leave. just got home. woooooo finally the day i was lookin forward to. peace!

Question in the Form of an Answer

Uh slept hella late last nite like 3 cuz i did all my weekend homework yee. Coo day it was cpt rally. In n out after skool. Homecoming game. Sonic. Nations for a bit. so hyped for tommorow. treasure island here i come nigga!! outie.

MM..FOOD

PSAT for 4 periods. hella easy n chillin. apush test after lunch. i think i got a good grade on it tho! uhh bethel played in benicia, volleyball n tennis. it was ok i guess? went around for a bit wit brett. went home. ate. piano. chillin. finna start that hw in a bit. outie.

So nowadays he ain't so friendly, actually they wouldn't even made a worthy enemy. - MF DOOM

Dancing in the Rain

First time for rain in hella months thoo. I guess its koo except i got super soaked today my feet wer hella soaked. Grades hella good rite now thank god. Piece im learnin on the piano is almost done only took mme like 3 days haha yeeeeeee. Outie.



One time for your mind, two time for the soul. - Raashan Ahmad

Cookin Soul

Walkin' forward through the fire while it rain down. - Inspectah Deck

Retrospect for Life

Still doin whackass APAH homework. then its back to apush after man whack shit. cant wait for the new bet cyphers to get put on youtube. hyped for that mos def black thought em one thooooo.

Ima use self control instead of birth control, 'cause $315 dollars ain't worth your soul. - Common

D

Lightweight sick. APUSH outline n piano all day. Outie.

Like Metroid blue lights late at night Nintendo, half-asleep backseat lights through the window. - Thes One

Last Cause

We are young, dumb, sittin' on top of the world. - Colin Munroe

You Never Know

Hold the person that you love closely if they're next to you, the one you love, not the person that'll simply have sex with you. Appreciate them to the fullest extent, and then beyond, 'cause you never really know what you got, until it's gone. - Immortal Technique

On Off Switch

Sooo havent posted in like 4 days? haha been awhile. so got done with the week. started off the weekend wit ann's bday yesterday. chevys then zombieland at the movies. hella peeps like 15-20? anyways it was hella koo. movie was pretty funny to dint expect it. went to mcdonalds after n saw kam peter gustavo n matt. picked up tyler. all of us get dropped off. i go to jasons a bit later n chill. he pierces his ear haha. we go to my house. he stays for awhile n leaves at 6. sleep. wake up. xaviers for a haircut. hes got bars doh. fresh ass line. ive had better cuts n then again i dint really cut the sides which imma get done next time haha. hey at $7 its worth every penny. got home. ate. now chillin. pfftttttt. waitin for michael to swoop me in a bit. haunted ghost huntin shit tonite around vallejo/mare island ayeeeeeeeeee finna b crackin. probly finna nap rite quick tho. ehh.sooooo ive realized how much ive changed. shit how all of us changed over the years. friends lost, friends gained, friends changed. ahh its all part of growin up huh? school doesnt even really affect me anymore. im just so use to this same old shit now its like nuthin. i feel like i dnt try that hard but i still manage to get like a 3.8 gpa? haha koooo. well yee imm finna nap rite quick. outie.

If we won't be together just keep me in your conscience. - Pac Div

Forever Song

Another regular boring ass typical day in Benicia High. Nuthn koo happenin. Got home. Did sum apush hw. monica picked me n brett up for the college fair. stayed for 5 mins that shit was dumb no uc's n only 1 csu. she picked us up n dropped us off. now im here doin apush again. hell of a day huh? notttttttttttttttttttttt. lookin forward to this weekend. its already wednesday tommorow woo hoo!! i think i finally learned to let go thoo. shits off my mind now foo haha! outie.

And the clock keeps ticking, tick-tock, tick-tock. - Crown City Rockers

Soundtrack 2 My Life

I got, 99 problems, and they all bitches. - Kid Cudi

Believe Me

Think back then we was like one and the same, on the right track, but I was on the wrong train. - Ryu of Styles of Beyond

Jah Music

Woke up late today. oh well. finna start my body book project for ap art YAY. finna learn that john legend shit on da piano tho. me n marcus finna cover stronger than this weekend!! outie.

Galaxy

The doctor who delivered you witnessed the stars' birth, I was here before her but she still came first. - Curren$y

Floor Wax

So ended up just goin to marcus's for a bit. me him n brett just kick it. marcus plays guitar n we all sing. ari comes gets us we go to pho. eat. drop off marcus n brett. we go to the spsv game kick it wit miranda n jaileez. see kevin r, matt, justin, kevin s, nick, david n juan havent seen em in hella long. we leave. go back to marcus's. same guitar n singing n shit. marcus drops me off. now im at home bored. so im not gunna lie today was pretty koo i guess. now that im alone again tho im hella boreddd. poop. well peace out nigga.

There can only be one. - Raashan Ahmad

Just Like a Dream.....

Sooo ight ass day i guess? i was pretty happy today for some reason haha. me nick n brett was hella fresh thoo. hella compliments! haha. went to 7-11 at lunch n got a bigass slurpee. dummy patrick spent 6 bucks on a slurpee, 2 bags of chips n 2 donuts haha that nigga is gonna die. so im chillin at home now. waitin for either marcus or ari to get me so we can do sumtin. goin to concord later at like 7 or 8 to go eat then its whatever after that. yeeeeeeeeeeeee. outie 5000.

Heavenbound

Soo ordinary same old shit day. nuthn koo happening like always. i wish our group was still "together." i feel like wer all just drifting away now. fuckkk i miss kickin it wit the whole crew. i havent seen peter or kam or t outta skoool in so long man fuck. anywayssss got home n napped till like 7. i wish i cud sleep forever, i feel better than when im awake n alone. sometimes i just sit ther thinking of nothing n once again something just crosses my mind n annoys me n beats me dwn. woke up n ate, watched csi, now im just chillin here talken to miggy. tommorows cpt hopefully sumtin koo happens after skool? idk mayneee. outie.

Hip-hop saved my life. - Raashan Ahmad

That Looks Good

That looks good, but what's on the inside, what's on the other side, what's on the flip? Tell me what I get is it all of what I see if I give you all of me then am I trippin'? - The Grouch

What Happened To The World

What happened to the world is my biggest question, you got 3 or 4 straps and still feel threatened.....So go hard everyday cause this could be it, I go far as to say I am anything.....Why you smile when there ain't nice shit to laugh about.....The world ain't even the same so why even trip? - The Jacka

foreal tho i feel that shit. me n nick on sum deep ass niga shit rrite now. like foreal buhd wat happened to all of us. think bout it. stupid ass recession. news on the daily im hearin peeps dyin like hellla peeps. fukn super natural disasters. it just seems like hella peeps been dyin lately. dumbass north korea shit idk if thats still goin on. us humans r just jacked up. fukn hella fucked up. wer killin ourselves think bout it. n we cant even change it. it kinda makes me feel like the world realy guna end in 2012. think bout it all this fucked up ass shit happenin to us. like even my own homies like ther goin through whack shit to. mabe sum of yall out ther arent but shit i wudnt say that just yet knock on that wood. i really just never thot id b thinkin shit like this one day. as we grow older we really just learn bout everything. ive really been lookin at shit just hella deep. i always needa vent nowadays. all round the world its just all bad for peeps. god's gettin pissed at us i think. ahhhhhhhhh wtf mayne. ufidfuaifuhwef. *sigh. outie.

Don't forget to hold on to your soul.....

Sooo life mayne.... idk. lately shit just been not coo feel me. i mean same old shit. same old skool. im just gettin sick of it u kno? i need sumthin new. mabe cuz im older now idk im startin to really think about shit. realizin shit. i think shit hella deeply now it makes me feel shit inside. idk im just like mixed up thats all. its tight a lot of peeps can drive n all now but shit idk its not that tight no more. even just kickin it is so boring now. friends i mean shit ill love em forever but they just dnt satisfy me anymore. i feel like empty inside. somedays im koo nuthin realy passes my mind im as a free a bird. other days i just keep thinkin about stuff. fuckkkk. sumthn new needs to happen. sumtin excitin. like foreal rite now not really llookin forward to much but that concert im goin to in like 3 weeks, vacations durin skool, my license n summer thats it. im gettin sick of this shit its pissin me off. at the same time idk it seems like every1 goin through the same shit. every1 wants some new shit in ther life. idk i just feel like ive done so much in life already u kno? it seems like ive done everything that needs to be done wen im just totally wrong. weiofjwoqifjwoeifj. this is the first time i actually "vented" ishh into my blog haha. watever dohh mayne jus sayin shit needs to come around man. everythin just seems dwn in the dirt rite now. anyways enough about my inner soul hahaha. so skool was ight today i guess? posted a blog 4th period. uhmm got home then left like rite away wit jason. i shipped out my members only jacket to pittburgh, cant wait for the nigga gettin it to ship me mine its hella raw. got home from the post office. ari calls up wen im finna nap n says she finna pick me up n kill time. we post up in her car for a bit n just talk about the crew, homecoming etc. nick calls up n we head to his casa. he comes in the car n we all just talk for like a quick bit. he gets out n she drops me back off. i get home supa tired n head to the bed. sleep till like 740 ish, eat dinner, watch tv a quick bit n head back upstairs. since then just been postin. listennin to raashan ahmad on youtube. needa cop his soul power album its raw. i needa cop the crown city album to shit. i need to cop a lotta albums actually. anyways finna start my homework. *sigh. i hope shit looks up soon tho im finna go ape shit foreal. wat the fuck does life mean? outie.

Land Of The Kings.

Soooo postin up in lit class rite now. We in the library. most peeps typin up ther essays n shit. i already got it done last nite. uhhh i got ari to update her blog haha n i got tai to make a blog to. i feel so special. yee. uhh tryna focus tho n do my apush packet so i dnt got so much homework tonite. we get outta class in a bit. i wunder if im goin off. outie.

Flava in Ya Ear.

Niggas is mad, I get mo' butt than ash tray..... Mo' guns than roses..... - The Notorious B.I.G.

Whatever U Want.

Moment of Truth.

FUCKKKKKKK most sketchiest shit ever. So me n nick went out to ride just now hela late. We goin up the street n a cop comes. NIcks on the other side of the street. I hide behind a column for like 2 minutes. I make hella noise cuz i drop my bike hella times n i try n put my keys away. I think nick got caught cuz i herd ppl talking fuckkk. I got away hella slightlty. I like biked on the fukn edge rite next to the fence of the house n biked off hella fast. fuckkk hella sketchy. fuck this shit im never doin this again. once again i get away from a cop. this time i dint get caught by em thoo. fuck i hope nick dnt get super fucked. RIP NICK! outie 5000.

Know The Ledge.

You kno ever since ive been in ap art, ive been like appreciating art a lot. especially 20th century shit. pop art is hella raw tho. i think this piece is by james rosenquist not sure tho. hella raw.

Don't Sweat the Technique.

I made my debut in '86, with a melody, and president's mix. - Rakim

Just Forget.

Lightweight koo day. Went to the benicia/bethel tennis game after skool wit patrick n nick. Mainly kicked it wit balls n sarah. Kinda wit calvin, xavier n sum other peeps n julie towards the end. it was hella cold. got home. yee. napped for a bit. dinner. posted like always. doin ap art hw rite now super whack status. finna go out after 11 tho n ride bikes around wit nick. that nigga needs to get shit of his mind. peace out.

Clap Your Hands.

Woke up round 10 from a text from julie. Finally cleared shit up so its all good now haha. Went dwn n ate. Jason came over a bit. I still got hw to do shit. Brett n nick proly comin over. jason proly comin bak to. we tryna get to a nice view ur sumtin n think on shit. out.

Just Gets Better with Time.

Talkin to this nigga miggy. Miss him hella much tho. I dnt feel so empties now haha. We finna kick it hard this summer! Outie.

Callin' My Name.

Shit's fuckin' with my brain, I need a change. - Mistah F.A.B.

Go for your Guns.

Woke up round like 1? ran n shit. passsed by nicks. ran to matts. worked out. ran back to my house n showered n ate n stuff. waited. ari picked me up n matt. we pick up nick n austin. head to michaels n around ther to buy ap art stuff for out project. drop off austin. go to jaileez's house n kick it for a bit. miranda comes by. we leave. me matt nick ari n miranda go to sum party in eagle ridge. see austin, gabe, daniel, lorenzo, jape, axl, xavier, julie, rachel some other peeps idk. basically just kick it. it was aight. we leave n drop off matt n go to christians house. hella random ppl ther. kick it for a bit. went home. fuckk life man foreal. shits just gettin more boring. im tired of the same old shit. thers no new shit to look forward to. shit just pissed me off. idk. fuck. peace out.

B.U.D.D.Y.

Boy he fly without flapping his wings, more he high without draggin' that green. - Lupe Fiasco

Brick in the Wall.

Soo koo ass day i guess. Skool was aight. Went to nicks after wit patrick. Brett came n picked us up n we hit up 7-11. We all got junkass food n ate at the park. Felt like shit fuckkk. Brett leaves. Went to christians house. Saw christian, jason n george. We get picked up by nicks sister n get dropped off at jasons grandmas house. Patrick leaves wen we get ther cuz hes in super trouble n his mams is whack. We try to get in the house to sneak the car out but we cant. Ther just happens to b a window open. I climb up on the roof n punch through the screen haha. Get inside the house n open up the door n we in. Get the car out. Pick up ari. After hella complications n shit of gettin ther, we get to corbus for the bethel spsv game. Saw daniel, xavier, will, gaby, axl, jape n other peeps. Left wit gaby n will. We go to the benicia game n jason drives off. We kick it wit michael, droop-e, tyler, brent, griffin n other ppl. Brett comes wit danica n takes me n nick to nations n leaves. Will ari n gaby come seperateely. Hella football peeps n cheerleaders n shit. First time in awhile i got to kick it with my original peeps. I miss kickin it wit them. We needa do sumtin one time. We all chilled in the back of kamerons car, ate, talked, crackin. Peter goes home wit aj n them. Kameron takes me nick tyler n matt home. In the car sum zapp and roger song comes on n its fukn koo. Cant wait to download that shit. Anyways i get dropped off at nicks n i bike home. Doors locked so i gotta knock n my grandma answers haha thank god. But yeah koo ass day hopefully tommorow is to! but shit tho i fucked up wit the window shit man. fuckkkkkkk. karmas finna hit me back hard. im sorry. outie 5000!!!!!!

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I'm sick of bitches shakin' asses.....

You know them stakes is high. - De La Soul

C u double r e n dollar sign y in the hell are we not signed?

Ehhh ordinary ass day really. Dint even fail that apush test tho! 61% hahaha watever mayne that shit was fukn hard. N i got a fukn 109/106 on my chem test cuz imma beast. Probly goin to the game tommorow. Hopefully sumtin koo happens this weekend. Outie 5000 nigga!

So Far Gone.

Cannon Ball.

I hope when dinner is served my niggas don't dessert me. - Drake

Kimbo Price.

Soo just another ordinary boring ass day really. Chemistry, Lit vocab and APUSH test tommorow ahhhhhh!!

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Stakes Is High.

Sunday Bloody Sunday.....
Didn't know people actually read my blog haha. Outie.

Illmatic.

Everything will eventually come to an end, so try to savour the moment, cause time flies don't it?
The beauty of life, it's to make it last for the better, cause nothing lasts forever. - Nas

The Breakdown.

FUCK MY LIFE MAN FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!! so yesterday will ari n brett came over n we just chilled on the roof. like foreal doin nothin that shit wasnt even dangerous or nothing. we wer just bein teenagers n just wanting to fukn chilll n shit. that shit was hella relaxing. view was hella koo. then i wake up today from the yelling of dad. he woke me up cuz my neighbors told my parents that we wer on the roof. i dnt think they did it to get me in trouble tho. but fukn anyways my parents said i hav no respect for them or for the house and that its hella dangerous. so they said i hav to go home straight after skool, cant hav ppl come over n hang out or stay the nite. im grounded on weekends. cant watch football games in benicia. fuck my life man! fuck benicia its so gay. its already fukn so whack just chillin. wat now since i cant do shit. n now they said nick cant hang out here cuz hes disrespectful. like wtf my parents need to fukn loosen up n shit fuckkkfefhailusfhalweiufgasiufhasf. i fukn hate life rrite now. im tired of this fukn same old shit. same fukn ppl. same everything fuck. schools hella gayyy to. this just makes it all fukn hella worse. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhwefuahsgfiuhfiwuhfwf. fuckkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! iufhasfuif efjoidfiosioudfs fuck fuck fuck!! watever man im fukn out. fuck my life.

3 Feet High and Rising.

iwdfguaigueigueriguahfgiualehfaslfasfgagag. *sigh

Intuition.

Crackkkkkkkin ass day. So we got out at 1210 plus its rally day so like every period was like 30 mins ha. Got outta skoo n me n ari headed to mi casa. I snuck out the lancer n we picked up nick at his house. we dropped him off at his gfs house then we went to sonics n grubbed a bit. went back n picked him up. passed by bethel n met up wit gabe austin calvin n mando. said hi to sam n alex. saw julie while i was driving but she dint even stay to talk doh. left n picked up brett then went to mi house. posted for a bit n watched matrix reloaded. doorbell rings. surprise nigga. its miggys mom haha. she tells us how he doesnt really got real friends yet n how he just b up in his room all the time. n he gon be here next summer n finna crash wit me haha. my dad dropped off ari at community then me n nick n brett at the football game. watched the game for a bit. our var is raw. my nigga peter n matt hella raw doh. so is all the otha niggas. idk wat the score was at the end cuz we left like 3rd quarter but i was like 34 6 n yeah. cezar brought me nick n brett out to sonics. bought hella shit half priced so we got it hooked up yeeeee. will jape sum black dude i forget his name haha ari n jaileez meet up wit us n yeah. post ther for a bit. then lightweight race em back to benicia. crackin ass nite. back to the high school. matts dad comes n brings us to my house. brett just left. now its just me n nick n yeah. koo ass way to start off the weekend. finna hit up that fujis tommorow after sum psat test shit gayyyyyyyyyyyyy. outie nigga.

Higher Than 30,000 Feet.

So yesterday.. Matt tyler ari will nick n brett came over. My parents had hella food n yeah. Just posted. Brett matt n tyler left then the rest of us went to the park for a bit. Went to nicks n jumped on the tramp for a bit. Will n ari leave. Me n nick head back to my house n chill. We have a yugioh card battle haha whooped a nigga doh! He stays the nite. Woke up bout an hour ago. Just ate n shit. He still here. Fuck i got hella hw today. Outie

Touch a Four Leaf Clover.

Sooo pretty chillin crackin ass day. Woke up round noon n headed to el parque. Hooped n played football wit the boys. Rysal, nya, matt, tyler, kameron, peter, otis, dylan, michael n marcus. Peeps left then me michael n peter headed to anns n kicked it lightweight bit. She gave us peanut butter sandwiches n gatorade haha. Then my mams dropped me michael and peter off at michaels house n chilled. Swam in his pool n jacuzzi hella relaxin doh. Aj n monica come by n leave. Alexa comes by n gets us pizzaa then she leaves. Aj n monica come back n leave. Tai n marissa come n chill. Me tai marissa peter n michael post up in the jacuzzi n talk about shit. Todays the first time i really kicked it wit the nigga peter for a long ass time. Love that nigga to death tho. Marissa drove me n tai home. I went out wit the fam n got ice cream then went to safeway. Came back n posted outside n chilled for awhile just to watch the lights n slap the ipod. Came in n ironed a buncha clothes n shit. Plannin to sneak jasons car out later n coast. I hope i get to kick it wit a certain special someone tommorow haha. If not idk. My parents throwin a labor day party for work round 4 so yee nigga yee! Peace out.

Operation Stackola.

Soooooo Nick stayed the nite. Uhh basically just sat outside all nite n talked n watched the lights n shit haha hella koo tho. Had sum weird ass dream it was hella actiony n shit. I was like robin n sum nigga was batman except we dint hav suits n then i was drivin sum fast ass car on the wrong side of the freeway haha. Anywayss so nick gone. Tryna kick it wit peeps. No1s really dwn tho. pftttttt idk wat im finna do tho. im so bored. 4 day weekend just started feels like its been awhile already tho. im out.

Sky Is Falling.

So woke up n brett hit me up to go eat. He picks me up n then ari n we go eat at mountain mikes. Get back to my casa n post. Julie comes, they leave. We sit on my bed n talk. Basically opened up bout each other n shit haha. It was tight tho. She leaves. Dinner. Homework yeah. So pretty kool ass weekend. School again tommorow n im already hyped for the next weeekend cuz we got 4 days off yeeee. Outie.

Sensibility.

So ive decided im on bloggin on weekends. No time on weekdays. Or well itll b rare that it happens on a weekday. Anyway koo ass day. woke up n went to jasons n ran. got home n kicked it wit him for a bit. he left. posted. couple hours pass by. julie was suppost to come over at like fukn 5 ended up bein 9 haha. lightweight awkward at the beginnin but it was all good later. my mom is embarrassing haha. so we went to the park n tried to play 20 questions haha dint work out tho. Went back to my house n sat on top of the play structure n looked at the lights n talked n shit. then just posted in my room n she left. mabe immma kick it wer tommorow. i kno matts comin over fasho to do hw tho. Outie.

Cool Ass Ninjas.

So pretty koo ass day, first cpt day of the year. Chem test aced that shit doh i think ha. Went to nicks after skoo wit gaby n ari. Kicked it n talked bout sum shit n lightweight napped haha. Got dunks off nick hookin it up doh. Papi picks me n nick up n we go to my casa. Post rite quick then eat dinner then head out to community. Meet up wit Will n ari. Go dwntown n ari gets food at matsuris. Head back to my place. Post for awhile then go we get ann n go to the park. Bike around n shit then go back to my house. Basically sit outside in the backyard, see the lights, slap, crackin. Talk about sum shit n yeah. Ann leaves, then ari, will, then finally nick. So yeah havent posted shit in hellllllla long doh my doo. Outie.

Im so.

BORED!

Turn Off the Radio.

So finally got time to post sum shit yeee. Past few days, wat else but skoo. So far we really just postin tho so i guess its koo. Homework super stacked on me tho hella gay. APUSH lightweight easy so far hope it dont change ha. Plannin to kick it dis weekend doh. Mabe does sumtin wit Nick tommorow idk? Tryna play el tennis wit Julie haha. Fuckkk man i finally get to sleep early tho. Outie!

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The Bake Sale.

Soooooooooooo havent fukn posted shit in like 3 days. Not like me doh. So skool started yesterday. Pretty koo i guess. Not too worried about schoolwork this year like i thought. Finna do some homework tho rite now. Out.

TRYNA COP FOO!!!!!

Knock Knock.

Who's there?
Mike.
Mike who?
MIKE JONES NIGGA!

Bananas.

Woke up hella late. Nick n pat wer suppost to kick it but wutev. finished up my fukn apush shit finally. Jason came over n hes stayin the nite yee. basically just been kickin it n shit. Out.

Before I forget!

APUSH all day long. More work to be done. Out.

APUSH!

So woke up today n i realized damn i needa do these apush projects. Though we probably will be dropped from apush i aint takin no chances. Basically i just been doin apush all day till now. Finna start the next chapter for my outline fucking shit man. Im out n i aint sleepin this week like freal.

The Greenhouse Effect.

Woke up early today. Headed to registration n got my schedule n shit. I wanted to drop APUSH but they said to come back in the afternoon. So we did n met up wit matt n his dad. We waited for an hour till the peeps workin ther said ther not takin ppl hoo r droppin APUSH ther just puttin em on a list. Now im hella pissed off i needa fukn drop that shit. Its like guaranteed failure if i dnt. Anyways hella tired. Will nick n jasmine mite come over later idk. Outie.

Ape Shall Never Kill Ape.

Woke up early n picked up matt. Headed to aris met up wit ari gaby chantel n peter. Aris parents dropped us off at Bart. Went to the city. Hella crackin. Went to macys n ari gaby n chantel picked us out stupid outfits to wear haha. We did the same to them. Met up wit Nick n bethel peeps at 5. Hella late. We had to leave like hella soon. It was hella fun while it lasted. Got home n find out my parents saw the scratches on my car. They dnt think i did it tho. But now its parked in the garage like forever for "safety." So yeah im so bored outta my fukn mind. Me n nick hella pissed doh my dudes. Fuck. Tommorows registration gotta get up early. Finna sleep late as always tho. Outie. Fml.

Labcabincalifornia.

Woke up round 1. Ate n watched yu-gi-oh haha. Pulled hella weeds out back. Did super yard work n stuff. It was pretty gay. Waitin to kick it wit any1. Yee. Uhhh got Bapes today nigga! Traded for sum Shoe Goos.

Tear Gas.

So. Woke up today. My sisters birthday yeee. Went to the mall dint get shit tho. Uhh went home. Just got back from Pittsburgh wit Jason cuz he had to do a sneaker meet up thingy. Yee. Outie.

5:30 in the morning.

Glamorous Lifestyle.

Sooooooo woke up round 2. ate lunch pulled weeds out back. CJ came over n we went to raspustin n he picked up cds. Went to hollywood video n i rented 2k9 haha. Whackass julie doesnt have live today so we cant play lol. Went back to my house n kicked it. We ate dinner then he left. On aim now just chilin. Talkin to nick n julie. Lightweight bored. Outie.

Shook Ones.

So woke up early today. Headed to SF wit the fam. Went to coit tower, twin peaks, fishermans wharf n union square. Bought sum sunglasses, sum fake ray ban shit haha. My bro n sis got ther skoool clothes shoppin. I have yet to do so. N im home now. Finna pick up brett, nick, will, n nicks bitch out in amcan in an hour. Headed to SF again to twin peaks. See the bay at nite haha. Im hella excited. Outie!

Earthtones.

So woke up. Hella chores today. No one wanted to chill. Uhhhhh marcus n brett came by for a bit. Yeah this is hella short. Uhm goin out to ihop of like dennys in a bit wit marcus brett mabe nick. Outie.

This Ain't No Mixtape.

So woke up today n ate steak. Cleaned out my room n shit. Kameron flaked on spendin the nite. Was gunna sneak out wit him peter mando n brett to daimo but they flaked so yeah. Chilled wit CJ n Patrick for a bit then they went home. Hella bored now. Outie.

O.P.P.

So woke up round 2. Ate korean bbq n chilled for a bit. Brett, Ari, Will n Nick pick me up, we get Kameron n drive round. Go to Raleys to get a bandaid for Brett then hit up Nicks. We go to my house for a bit then drop off Kameron n go to KFC. I get dropped off n chill for like 2 hours. Sneak the car out n pick up Will n Nick. We pick up Lauren n her cuzn n go to Dennys in Fairfield ha. Dropped all the peeps off n went home. Hella tired. Late.

See you double are e n dollar sign why.

Just got home from the LA. Lightweight mad cudnt cop the earrings at Johnny Cupcakes. Big ass line to the back of the buildin cuz today the anniversary shit. Checked out the Bape store hella tight. Cudnt get to hella other shit tho pissed. Went to Hollywood sign. Got home. Outie.

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Windmills.

So, im in LA rite now. Actually Palm Desert like 2 hrs away from LA. This is wer our hotel is. So yeah anyway since ive been here weve went to Sea World n Disneyland. Probly goin to LA tommrow, Hollywood, Inglewood n shit. Hopin to hit up Johnny Cupcakes n cop sum earrings then sum stickers at Supreme for Nick ha. Probly goin home Saturday nite so yeah. Outie.

Under the Stairs.

So yeah woke up today, convinced my parents to leave for LA tommorow. Anyways packed my shit up n went to Matts. Helped him pick out an outfit ha n met up wit Brett n Tyler at Jack London then went to Patricks party. Pretty koo, hella good ass food, his aunts n mom wer hella fine hahaha. Nick, Austin, Will, Ari, Sam and CJ came n we kicked it. Austin blew up a stink bomb. Patrick n his cuzns hella fucked wit his lil bro Derrick haha. Me n Matt left early to go to our friend Arthurs party. It was his 16th n his sisters 18th so she had a cotillion. Pretty koo, kicked it wit our old friends Kevin R. and Matt U. Went home round 11. Leavin for LA in couple hours. Probly finna post blog bout da journey n shit wen i get back next saturday ur sumtin. LATE!

Power to the People.

Ight so basically like highlight of my fukn summer ha lightweight. Ight so me n brett go to east oakland n pick up gustavo like 2 in the mornin cuz wer boutta hit up daimo to go eat. Anyway im drivin rite n i fukn am at like 100 mph n the fukn cops pull us over! Hahahaha so like shit i was hella scared n they like said they wer gunna put me in sum program cuz im on my provisional permit still. I took a breathalizer test thingy n i passed. They told me to call my mom n dad n they dint pick up. Guess wut, THEY LET US GO! I feel like the fukn luckiest man on the face of the earth. U hav no idea till it happens to u! Oakland cops r hella koo! Anyways brett took over driving cuz hes safer n yeah. Daimo was closed wen we got ther so we hit up sum gas station n filled up the tank n bought sum chips n soda ha. Went back to oakland n cruised around wit stavi. He told us sum stories bout how he use to live ther n shit n how it use to be. Dropped his ass off n went home. Now here i am haha. Damn tho lucky ass dude i am. THANK YOU GOD! I LOVE YOU! Late.

Wake Up.

So yeah woke up early today like 1030. Got ready cuz my moms bday n we ate downtown at sum thai place. Then we went to walnut creek n walked around n windowshopped n shit. Then we went to sf. Ate at franciscan sumtin lightweight good. Just got home n yeah. Late.

Tiffany.

So I got a haircut today, went to costco wit the fam n bought mom flowers cuz its her bday tommorow. We went to dinner at Matsuri n saw sum old neighbors. Got home n lightweight chilled. Got an offer on my Dooms for sum Tiffs. Hella happy if the deal goes through wit not much cash on the line haha. Aight enough talk bout the sneaks. Hopefully I get to chill wit the peeps tommorow. Havent for like 2 days. Late.

Church League Champions.

So woke up today round like 3? Ate salmon for breakfast ha n watched yu-gi-oh 5ds dnt judge me lol. I was invited to the city today but i had to babysit. Brett cudnt go cuz he was sick, Peter had a game, and Matt is in trouble so yeah. Im suppost to go to FCJC today but Matt's not so watever. Finna ship my shoes out to NY then go to costco for sum reason. I think my moms bday is today. Or mabe its tommorow ha. Late.

Valero.

So yeah just got back from sneakin out. So I picked up Jason n we went to Sonic. Went back home n dropped him off n met up wit Nick. Then we got Brett. Wen i was on his street i backed up off the curb hellla bad n like my rim is all fucked up now shitttttttt. Anyway we went back to Sonic ha. They wer fukn closed waste of time. Then we wer on our way home n we seen hella cops so we wer like fuck this. I was low on gas to n we went to fukn Tennessee street to look for gas stations n they wer all closed. N then we tried to go back n ther wer stil hella cops so I basically went in circles. We finally got to Valero n put 5 in the tank n Brett took over driving lol. Then he dropped himself off. Then i dropped Nick off n went home. Checked out the rims hella jacked up so i lightweight cleaned em up. Went inside the casa n the fam is like sound asleep ha. Late.

Brooklyn Girls.

So like 3rd post today ha. Anyways, FUCK MY LIFE. I had to babysit today n i cudnt do shit the whole day, now i have to do it again tommorow im so fukn pissed. Plus my dad took 20 bucks from me cuz he needed money for lunch n he wnt pay me back. Im tryna ship shoes off to NYC tommorow cuz im tradin sum sbs for bapes. Anyways my parents bitch about this whole selling/trading/buying shoes thing n its so fukn annoying. They just dnt get it. N like my dad keeps trashing my car, drives it everywhere, n he wnt let me drive it wen i hav siblings in the car its so fukn annoying. Then he tells me I have to clean it so I can drive it like wtf?! All my homies r goin to SF tommorow to chill n shit n i cant go cuz gayass babysitting so yeah im hella pissed. Then next week well me n the fam r suppost to go to LA for like a week but idk if i wanna go. They said theyd let me drive ther but ther really just pissing me off like HELLA FUKN MUCH especially recently. So yeah I just wanted to like take out my anger on this blog haha.

Doomsday.

So I woke up today wen Brett fukn poured water on me. He said he was messin wit me for like 20 mins b4 i woke up ha.

Does it smell like up dog?

So. First post. Anyways today was pretty cool. I woke up at like 2 somethin cuz Nick, Brett, Peter and Ari came by. It was Nick's birthday so yeah. We went to the park and saw Jason walk by twitching cuz he's on crack. We met up with Matt, Gustavo and Tyler but they had to leave with Peter cuz they had some football thing. Then the rest of us went to Nick's and kicked it there. Ari and Brett left at like 5 and it was just me and Nick playing with Gundams haha. Will came a bit a later plus Ari and Brett. Then we ate hella food cuz his parents threw a lil party wit the fam. Austin came then we all went to the park n met up wit Otis. Basically just sat around n shit then Gustavo, Peter and Matt came. Daniel came and tried to drift a turn but fukn crashed haha n like his suspension got hella fucked up n he got towed away. Anyway me, Peter and Matt went back to my house. My mom was bitchin as always about how im out late but shit its summer! She told me to get my clothes n leave lol. So we chilled in my room n talked about how school gon be next year, college, wer we wanna live wen we get a job, wer we wanna retire n be buried lol. Then Gustavo came n Peter left. We ate hella cereal then we wer boutta go to Matt's but he said he was in hella trouble so wer like fuck it n Gustavo n Matt went home. Then I was hella bored n I called up Nick and he was wit Will n they wer hella bored so I did sum badass shit hella scared tho n snuck wit the Lancer for the first time lol. I picked em up n we called hella peeps to chill but no1 answered. So we went to Jack in the Box but it was closed so like we just drove around from there to Vallejo n shit for like half an hour. I hit 120 on the freeway haha first time it was crackin tho. Then I dropped off Nick and Will then went home. So yeah now here I am writin this joint. Anyway I dunno mabe I shud go to bed but whatever. Late.