Empire State of Mind

Last Night of the World

It's not the destination, it's the journey. - Mr. Nelson

Can You Let Me Know

Love, you gotta love it, hold hands in public, I does it, cool, I dug it, everything you do, and everything you doesn't, everything you done, hope I'm the one you does it to, hope this trick goes wrong, and I'm cut in two, so I can feel it twice as much as two Lu's, to lose is something that I never wanna do, I' too loose to check on this track like choo, choose, to choose, I'd rather have you, even if it's half, and I'll even hold for the whole if I have to, but I don't wanna one, that's too close to none, come. - Lupe Fiasco

The Cypher

Mos Def x Black Thought x Eminem

Sail On

Today... lightweight crazy ass day. last 2 periods of the day i was almost super fucked in class cuz i fell asleep in 5th period n had to copy nikki's work hella quick. 6th period spanish idk i was lightweight pissed. art test passed pretty smoothly. ahhhh fuckk tho cant really take this shit any longer. tried to put shit in the back of my memories but i cant run from it any longer. ppl and ther asshole actions n shit just piss me off to but i just try n breeze by shit. do i fukn cross ur mind like u do mine? i just wana fukn b straight up n b like is it really worth it? im in super deadlock rite now n its just fukin wit me hella. OUTIE.

Shit was all good while it lasted. - Young Chris

Flashing Lights

I dunno anymore. confused as fuck mayne. just stuck in the trench feel me? i cud write a whole fukn book about it. like foreal is it worth it? i thot i was past it but i dunno shit just creepin up back on me u kno? i think the only reason ive been lookin forward to fun shit is just to hide my thoughts n feelings. thats pussy shit. running away from probs. like mr nelson says ppl only see like 10% of u, 90% is hidden behind. ahhhhhh i dnt even kno anymore. not really sad or happy but just super undecided. outie.

Little Secrets

For those who don't know, I'm like super fucking hella scared of spiders. It's my worst fear.

Suitcases And Travel Bags

Last night.... pretty koo at austins. kam n t stayed the nite. they just left. idk. not really in the zone rite now to b bloggin. outie.

Food 4 Thought

Uhhh last blog like 4 days ago yeahh. nuthn really happened. today was ight i guess. me brett n nick got pomegranates after skoo. back to nicks house. ari swoopes me n nick. go to corbus. hella peeps. wendys. hang out wit the same peeps again just some went home. now im home. yeah. boring ass blog huh? idk maynee i dunno anymore. super confused. like im caught in a trench with guns pointed at me on all sides ya kno? dnt kno even kno anymore. fuckkk. im out.

Courage is knowing what not to fear. - Plato

Camp Lo

Havent blogged in a minute dohhhhh. So nuthin coo really since treasure island. my grades hella koo tho i think i hav a 4.0 idk i kno its a 3.8 at the least. i thot i got a 64% on my last apush test but i ended up gettin a c+ haha crackinn. then i got a 111/100 on my ap art body book that shit boosted my grade 89-93 but she put in my participation which was a 79/100 n i went down to a 91 whack shit brehh. but yeah. i learned mr nelson has a blogger to so im followin his now haha he doesnt really update it tho. soo yeahh. i guess lifes been aight thoo. same old thing on the daily its wutever. its not so bummin as i thot it was b4. still sumtin is missin tho. idk wat to do. im caught in the trenches maynee dnt even knoo. i feel like my life is complete right now its just a matter of gettin my license haha n havin that one person ya kno? idk soundin lightweight emo rite now haha but yeah u get wat im sayin. anywaysssss im out its like 930 aint even started my homework yet foo. outie.

The Reeling

Crackin ass dayyyyy!!!! Treasure island music festival nigga! Got to meet the whole crown city rockers crew my favorite hip group ever. copped ther new cd got all of em to sign it n copped one of ther shirts n got em all to sign it. shook hands n took pics n talked for a lightweight bit. rasshan said wassup family! haha n headnodic told me to call him ethan haha. front row performance to yee! then saw murs he was pretty beasty. saw passion pit n like ther hellllllllla raw i just found sum new ass peeps to listen to! watched dj krush hes hella raw to. lastly i saw ltj bukem feat mc conrad n every1 was just hella into it. shit that whole day every1 was fukn hella on haha so much weed everywhere. went to daimo for dinner. went to the high school. me ari will n nick head to daniels 16th. hella peeps n kick it for a bit. hookah i dnt hit tho. i was waitin for that drankkkkk but we left. went home wit nick. brett swoops us wit marcus n danica. go to ihop. see peeeps. get matt n get wendys to grub. go back to daniels haha. a lil more peeps. leave. just got home. woooooo finally the day i was lookin forward to. peace!

Question in the Form of an Answer

Uh slept hella late last nite like 3 cuz i did all my weekend homework yee. Coo day it was cpt rally. In n out after skool. Homecoming game. Sonic. Nations for a bit. so hyped for tommorow. treasure island here i come nigga!! outie.

MM..FOOD

PSAT for 4 periods. hella easy n chillin. apush test after lunch. i think i got a good grade on it tho! uhh bethel played in benicia, volleyball n tennis. it was ok i guess? went around for a bit wit brett. went home. ate. piano. chillin. finna start that hw in a bit. outie.

So nowadays he ain't so friendly, actually they wouldn't even made a worthy enemy. - MF DOOM

Dancing in the Rain

First time for rain in hella months thoo. I guess its koo except i got super soaked today my feet wer hella soaked. Grades hella good rite now thank god. Piece im learnin on the piano is almost done only took mme like 3 days haha yeeeeeee. Outie.



One time for your mind, two time for the soul. - Raashan Ahmad

Cookin Soul

Walkin' forward through the fire while it rain down. - Inspectah Deck

Retrospect for Life

Still doin whackass APAH homework. then its back to apush after man whack shit. cant wait for the new bet cyphers to get put on youtube. hyped for that mos def black thought em one thooooo.

Ima use self control instead of birth control, 'cause $315 dollars ain't worth your soul. - Common

D

Lightweight sick. APUSH outline n piano all day. Outie.

Like Metroid blue lights late at night Nintendo, half-asleep backseat lights through the window. - Thes One

Last Cause

We are young, dumb, sittin' on top of the world. - Colin Munroe

You Never Know

Hold the person that you love closely if they're next to you, the one you love, not the person that'll simply have sex with you. Appreciate them to the fullest extent, and then beyond, 'cause you never really know what you got, until it's gone. - Immortal Technique

On Off Switch

Sooo havent posted in like 4 days? haha been awhile. so got done with the week. started off the weekend wit ann's bday yesterday. chevys then zombieland at the movies. hella peeps like 15-20? anyways it was hella koo. movie was pretty funny to dint expect it. went to mcdonalds after n saw kam peter gustavo n matt. picked up tyler. all of us get dropped off. i go to jasons a bit later n chill. he pierces his ear haha. we go to my house. he stays for awhile n leaves at 6. sleep. wake up. xaviers for a haircut. hes got bars doh. fresh ass line. ive had better cuts n then again i dint really cut the sides which imma get done next time haha. hey at $7 its worth every penny. got home. ate. now chillin. pfftttttt. waitin for michael to swoop me in a bit. haunted ghost huntin shit tonite around vallejo/mare island ayeeeeeeeeee finna b crackin. probly finna nap rite quick tho. ehh.sooooo ive realized how much ive changed. shit how all of us changed over the years. friends lost, friends gained, friends changed. ahh its all part of growin up huh? school doesnt even really affect me anymore. im just so use to this same old shit now its like nuthin. i feel like i dnt try that hard but i still manage to get like a 3.8 gpa? haha koooo. well yee imm finna nap rite quick. outie.

If we won't be together just keep me in your conscience. - Pac Div

Forever Song

Another regular boring ass typical day in Benicia High. Nuthn koo happenin. Got home. Did sum apush hw. monica picked me n brett up for the college fair. stayed for 5 mins that shit was dumb no uc's n only 1 csu. she picked us up n dropped us off. now im here doin apush again. hell of a day huh? notttttttttttttttttttttt. lookin forward to this weekend. its already wednesday tommorow woo hoo!! i think i finally learned to let go thoo. shits off my mind now foo haha! outie.

And the clock keeps ticking, tick-tock, tick-tock. - Crown City Rockers

Soundtrack 2 My Life

I got, 99 problems, and they all bitches. - Kid Cudi

Believe Me

Think back then we was like one and the same, on the right track, but I was on the wrong train. - Ryu of Styles of Beyond

Jah Music

Woke up late today. oh well. finna start my body book project for ap art YAY. finna learn that john legend shit on da piano tho. me n marcus finna cover stronger than this weekend!! outie.

Galaxy

The doctor who delivered you witnessed the stars' birth, I was here before her but she still came first. - Curren$y

Floor Wax

So ended up just goin to marcus's for a bit. me him n brett just kick it. marcus plays guitar n we all sing. ari comes gets us we go to pho. eat. drop off marcus n brett. we go to the spsv game kick it wit miranda n jaileez. see kevin r, matt, justin, kevin s, nick, david n juan havent seen em in hella long. we leave. go back to marcus's. same guitar n singing n shit. marcus drops me off. now im at home bored. so im not gunna lie today was pretty koo i guess. now that im alone again tho im hella boreddd. poop. well peace out nigga.

There can only be one. - Raashan Ahmad

Just Like a Dream.....

Sooo ight ass day i guess? i was pretty happy today for some reason haha. me nick n brett was hella fresh thoo. hella compliments! haha. went to 7-11 at lunch n got a bigass slurpee. dummy patrick spent 6 bucks on a slurpee, 2 bags of chips n 2 donuts haha that nigga is gonna die. so im chillin at home now. waitin for either marcus or ari to get me so we can do sumtin. goin to concord later at like 7 or 8 to go eat then its whatever after that. yeeeeeeeeeeeee. outie 5000.

Heavenbound

Soo ordinary same old shit day. nuthn koo happening like always. i wish our group was still "together." i feel like wer all just drifting away now. fuckkk i miss kickin it wit the whole crew. i havent seen peter or kam or t outta skoool in so long man fuck. anywayssss got home n napped till like 7. i wish i cud sleep forever, i feel better than when im awake n alone. sometimes i just sit ther thinking of nothing n once again something just crosses my mind n annoys me n beats me dwn. woke up n ate, watched csi, now im just chillin here talken to miggy. tommorows cpt hopefully sumtin koo happens after skool? idk mayneee. outie.

Hip-hop saved my life. - Raashan Ahmad

That Looks Good

That looks good, but what's on the inside, what's on the other side, what's on the flip? Tell me what I get is it all of what I see if I give you all of me then am I trippin'? - The Grouch