Real Talk

I miss how things u use to be with the crew. i hate how shits split. like fukn last nite first time in a minute we all been together. shit was lightweight awkward. secrets n shit man wtf is happenin. i understand thers probs between sum peeps i think but idk. i just hate it man its pissin me off. n i hate being considered being part of one side of the crew bcuz i dnt want to be. i wanna b part of both. i try n stick with both but its just hard. sum ppl bitch wen im wit the other niggas n idk. i just wish it was the way it was. i think miggy really held us tight. wen he left we all kinda fell apart. i was hopin shit dint go dwn like it did. sum ppl just fucked our group over even more. not gonna say any names cuz i already kno sum shit that happened to other peeps but u feel me like our shits just fucked up rite now. i understand this entry sounds like a lot of cursing n shit haha but try n understand that im really just like mad about the situation rite now. i understand groups cant b together forever but i wish it wud mann. these r the years of change n well change is good, somtimes. this isnt really a change im feelin. anyway. im out.

The Pledge

I aim for the moon and I hit a falling star. - Naledge

Day of the Dead

Woke up early n kam swoops me. we get matt, tyler n marcus. head to xaviers house. all get a fresh cut. finna start gellin ma hair i guess. fresh x dnt disappoint! haha anyways they leave a bit earlier than me. mom swoops me. see sum fam. go to grandmas house. post for a bit. read a buncha her bible stuff cuz it looks intriguing. she has hella notes down n stuff, the world finna end may 2011 and the world is 13000 years old haha thats wat it said on her notes. left. home n shower. jason comes over rite quick. cj swoops me. we swoop his friend lucy. jamba juice. they trick o treat or howeever u spell that round eagle ridge that area for like 30 mins. i just post up at my homie nick's house havent seen him in a minute we go back to kindergarten. he had to leave so me n jason just post up at the evo. i get dropped off at matts. brett swoops us wit marcus. head to my casa. peter mando n convey ther already. aj n monica come n go. the rest of us go inside my house n chill. ari n ann come. go back outisde. monica n aj come back. me brett nick leave n swoop danica. head to glen cove safeway. meet up wit ari, matt, otis, marcus n ann ther. brett n danica leave. rest of us head to the haunted house. meet these dudes byron n mohammed, seniors at bethel. kinda like we knew em already well nick kinda did but u feel me? they was hella koo. anyway we walk to the house n shit. take a pic. realize that shit aint even scary. we scare more ppl coming to the house. my n byron fuck wit ppl. we get kicked out by the park ranger. he was koo tho it cuda been worse. also i dropped my ipod in a bush n he helped me find it so hes a beast for that. leave n go to sum party. hella heads. like HELLA heads. basically regroup wit the previous peeps. swig sum henn from my homie mike hes a beast for that. uhh we dip n drop off otis n ann. head to nicks. me ari matt n nick basically post in his room for hella long. just talk really. fun shit. pics. go home. now im chillin. so yeah im really content. got my haircut finaly today n it was pretty crackin kickin it wit every1. nothins even botherin me rite now. cant wait to fukn sleep haha. its only 1:15 cuz of daylight saving time woooo!!!!!!!! well outie. n i wud pics up but ther too big n i dnt wana shrink em rite now haha super lazy. ight foreal outie.

It's like sunshine on a rainy day. - Melanie Fiona

Empire State of Mind

Last Night of the World

It's not the destination, it's the journey. - Mr. Nelson

Can You Let Me Know

Love, you gotta love it, hold hands in public, I does it, cool, I dug it, everything you do, and everything you doesn't, everything you done, hope I'm the one you does it to, hope this trick goes wrong, and I'm cut in two, so I can feel it twice as much as two Lu's, to lose is something that I never wanna do, I' too loose to check on this track like choo, choose, to choose, I'd rather have you, even if it's half, and I'll even hold for the whole if I have to, but I don't wanna one, that's too close to none, come. - Lupe Fiasco

The Cypher

Mos Def x Black Thought x Eminem