Everything

sick. not crackin.

Swallow your pride before you choke on your issues, I know you got family and folks that'll miss you, so don't misuse this gift you've been given, this life's but a dream, you're blessed to be livin. - MURS

Beneath The Surface

Damn havent blogged in a minute ha. well so far breaks been ight ya kno not really anything super crackin n hella defining but its whatever. thanksgiving was ok. i basically cooked the dinner cuz my mom was at work. idk i like honey ham more than turkey but we only had turkey this year. soo ari told me n nick to wake up at 3 to go to the concord mall for black friday sale. nigga dint even swoop us till like 5 haha. n i only had like an hour of sleep so i felt like poop. anyways so we got ther. copped sum jeans at macys, fukn 40 minute long line hella whack the fukn cashier was obliviously a noob haha. bought a hoodie at h&m. nick bought me sum jeans from tillys pretty koo. soo we wer ther from 5-2, like it was koo how i copped shit but at the same time like i dint feel good at all like i think im gettin the flu so yeah it wasnt really that good either. like we went on a mission to the furniture section of macys and fukn crashed for like an hour i was just knocked out. aris parents treated us to todais it was ight. daniel was wit us for a bit. jape was wit us for a bit to but that nigga hella catted haha jk. we seen cj n jason to. finally got home after wat was like the most grueling time ive ever had in the mall. slept from like 3-9. parents bring me pho for dinner. nicks came over n he just left. yeahh. i think im fina sleep now tho. even though i just slept for like 89406847064034 hours im still hella tired. fuckkkk i hope i dnt get super sick n of all times y now at the end of break. anyways tradin my dooms for ray fong adidas n $100 mann i dnt wana let these babies go but i need that paperrrrr for the ps3 haha. most likely no1 fina cop my 11s of bapes but its wutever. hopin to buy this dudes ps3 for like $200 cuz its a good ass deal. i dnt want my parents buyin me all this shit like they offered to spend $400 on the new ps3 plus like other shit i need for it n like nawwwww not even thats just doin too much i feel hella bad. so yeah if i dnt come up wit enough cash its watever on the ps3 ill just buy idk watever cuz my parents r already gettin a hook up for the ipod in the lancer n that probly costs bank so yeah. well overall this break has been ight but back to skool on monday for like another 3 weeks? then its christmas!!!!!! wooooo fav time of the year. finna get that have my licensia on the 11th hopefully! then ayeeeeeeeee we fina get it poppin!! outie.

Haters shake my hand but I keep the sanitizer on deck.....Most of the clean faces be the most dirty.....I am happy, that's just the saddest lie. - Kid Cudi

Lights Please

How you make the darkness seem so bright? - J. Cole

Day by Day

soo break got out today. school was ight same old shit. got home. slept till like 7? cj swoops me n we get his friend chris. hit up concord mall. go to walnut creek n walk round. head to l&l at the vallejo plaza. go to matt's house n chill wit him n pat. go to the park n ball for a bit hella funsies. go to cjs. hit up 711. now i is home wit jason. soooooo hopefully i fukn get a ps3 this break. need to get on that codmw2!! outie.

It ain't over here it comes again, holdin' on my shoulder so I can't hold it in, life in a balance seein how we did, and when you get there it's time to go again. - Living Legends

One Day It'll All Make Sense

ok its fukn like 158 at night. y the fuck am i still up? i need to stop procrastinating homework every night. i swear i sleep like between 2-3 every fuckin school day man so i only get like 5 6 hours of sleep not even crackin. then wen i get home from skool i nap like hella long cuz im super tired. need to fukn switch up the pattern mayne! but yeahh. so anyways. shit still buggin me after hella long already. like foreal just fukn go away n sail on or give me a sign. its really just hella annoying now. ahhhh watever. out.

Sail on. - Lionel Richie

Pulse of the People

I know it's easy to imagine but it's easier to just do. See, if you can't do what you imagine, then what is imagination to you? - Kid Cudi

They Always Know

so yesterday pacquaio fight. random ass mix of ppl in my house but wutever still hella crackin. ppl leave n me n nick chill n sit on the monkey bars out back for a bit. he leaves. slept. today went to emeryville. walked around. got a hoodie from h&m woohoo. now im home. fina start homework. life cud and shud b better. outie.



From a head full of pressure, as the senses that I clutch, made a date with divinity but she wouldn't let me fuck, I got touched by a hazy shade of god, help me change, caught a rush on the floor from the life in my veins. - Slug