Mama Told Me

So i feel relieved now. Finally shit thats been held in from all of us for so long finally let out. It about time u dnt hav ppl to bounce back to n realize that u never kno watchu got till its gone. ahh i feel good rite now. peace out.

I'm like the hydrogen bond, shit gets heated and things separate. - Miggy Exconde

Letter to my brother, Miggy Exconde.

dear miggy, miggs, migay, migot hahaha. i have so much fucking homework rite now its crazy n its already like 11 but i think i need to send this to u. so i was talking to peter n kam. well kam especialy we wer on the fone for an hour reminisicin. n i must say well we fukn miss u dude. im not guna lie like wen u left a lot of us got mad cuz u did us dirty hella times in the past. but at least i kno that I realized how much u really meant to us. even though through all the bs we all went through it made us who we are. u changed as we grew older n in my opinion for the worse. u started talkin hella shit, bein lightweight shady to but in the end like we really came close again. wen u realized u wer really moving u realized hoo ur close niggas wer i guess? kam told me the nite we got out n u wer sobbin like a bitch jk =) u wer talkin about how times up n u wish u cuda kicked it wit us more. mannn imma miss u dude. it took me awhile to realize u wer gone. now all i really hope is to see u next summer. but lets back this shit up nigga. back in the days. so howd i meet chu idk? i think i met ur fam first haha cuz that nigga sellin blinds n shit. anyway i remember like u invivted me to ur party n i dint go ccuz i slept at marcus's hoouse. man i wish i went cuz look at yung mar now haha jkjk. but in the beginnin as i recall, me u n kam. triangle. us niggas never turned on each other. then u said to start ignoring him so i did cuz thats just how we was back in the days. anyway then u met peter n me n kam got hella jealous hahaha. n then marcus n brett came into the picture. matt came. all these niggas. anyway wat i mean to say is that even though u put me through a lot of shit i just have a high tolerance for ur shit. i guess its tough love? pat told me u still think im a faggit. i dnt care. nigga wer fukn brothers man. i fukn love u. u kam n peter u guys r the realest niggas foreal. we may not all be tight as we use to dude but we just got that unbreakable bond man. n dnt think we'll ever forget bout u. everytime u onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn aim im always up to talk to u mayne. i hope i dnt make u feel like an asshole cuz im talkin about all the shit u put us through but i just wana come out wit it now. anyways so back it up again. remember that one time wen i popped my tires n i thot ther wer needles in the grass? hahaha hella funny nigga! or that one time me u brett marcus rode around benicia all day. all our tires popped haha that day was a fukn mission. or how bout wen i got hella on at jasons but u n matt walked me home like sum real niggas. remember wen ur dad saw shaka n he was like, is that yo nigga? hahahah or wen ther was ultrasexmovies on the comp n we blamed it on rysal hahaha hella jacked up!! wuta bout that one time we wer at bustys house n we all left early except u haha. hmm wat else man. airsoft wars those wer aight. paintballin was kush. shit i remember wen i got my xbox first time i like secluded myself froom the world hahaha. then u gotttttt onnnnnnnnnnnn xbox n we was playin like on the daily doh. shit hella memories man. oh remmeber that one sleepover with dallis? hahahah n they got shit on kameron. that shit was soooooo funny!! hahahahhaa. but yeah man like if u wer still here, id have apush and lit wit u, man those classes wud b crackin to. anyways bro i really miss u. we all miss u. we'll never forget u. n i cant wait for yo ass to come here this summer n stay wit me nigga!! but i gotta get back to my homeworks nigga. peace out. i love you. no homo.

P.S. remember this shit?! hahahahaha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o_d8e9mTeZs

Let It Loose

So basically the crew is fucked. guys we need to fucking grow up. certain niggas need to b straight up instead if ignorin each other about tthe problem at hand. its about time we fukn face shit instead of keepin shit on the dl like its nuthin. shady ass dude i dnt kno how we all still put wit it. i wana b tight wit u but at the same time its hard cuz ur shady as fuck to the other peeps. fukn up super hardcore. ahhhhhhhhhh we need to resolve this fucking civil war. peace out.

Memories don't live like people do. - Mos Def

Stronger Than

Me and Marcus covering Stronger Than by Gabe Bondoc. Enjoy!

Real Talk

I miss how things u use to be with the crew. i hate how shits split. like fukn last nite first time in a minute we all been together. shit was lightweight awkward. secrets n shit man wtf is happenin. i understand thers probs between sum peeps i think but idk. i just hate it man its pissin me off. n i hate being considered being part of one side of the crew bcuz i dnt want to be. i wanna b part of both. i try n stick with both but its just hard. sum ppl bitch wen im wit the other niggas n idk. i just wish it was the way it was. i think miggy really held us tight. wen he left we all kinda fell apart. i was hopin shit dint go dwn like it did. sum ppl just fucked our group over even more. not gonna say any names cuz i already kno sum shit that happened to other peeps but u feel me like our shits just fucked up rite now. i understand this entry sounds like a lot of cursing n shit haha but try n understand that im really just like mad about the situation rite now. i understand groups cant b together forever but i wish it wud mann. these r the years of change n well change is good, somtimes. this isnt really a change im feelin. anyway. im out.

The Pledge

I aim for the moon and I hit a falling star. - Naledge

Day of the Dead

Woke up early n kam swoops me. we get matt, tyler n marcus. head to xaviers house. all get a fresh cut. finna start gellin ma hair i guess. fresh x dnt disappoint! haha anyways they leave a bit earlier than me. mom swoops me. see sum fam. go to grandmas house. post for a bit. read a buncha her bible stuff cuz it looks intriguing. she has hella notes down n stuff, the world finna end may 2011 and the world is 13000 years old haha thats wat it said on her notes. left. home n shower. jason comes over rite quick. cj swoops me. we swoop his friend lucy. jamba juice. they trick o treat or howeever u spell that round eagle ridge that area for like 30 mins. i just post up at my homie nick's house havent seen him in a minute we go back to kindergarten. he had to leave so me n jason just post up at the evo. i get dropped off at matts. brett swoops us wit marcus. head to my casa. peter mando n convey ther already. aj n monica come n go. the rest of us go inside my house n chill. ari n ann come. go back outisde. monica n aj come back. me brett nick leave n swoop danica. head to glen cove safeway. meet up wit ari, matt, otis, marcus n ann ther. brett n danica leave. rest of us head to the haunted house. meet these dudes byron n mohammed, seniors at bethel. kinda like we knew em already well nick kinda did but u feel me? they was hella koo. anyway we walk to the house n shit. take a pic. realize that shit aint even scary. we scare more ppl coming to the house. my n byron fuck wit ppl. we get kicked out by the park ranger. he was koo tho it cuda been worse. also i dropped my ipod in a bush n he helped me find it so hes a beast for that. leave n go to sum party. hella heads. like HELLA heads. basically regroup wit the previous peeps. swig sum henn from my homie mike hes a beast for that. uhh we dip n drop off otis n ann. head to nicks. me ari matt n nick basically post in his room for hella long. just talk really. fun shit. pics. go home. now im chillin. so yeah im really content. got my haircut finaly today n it was pretty crackin kickin it wit every1. nothins even botherin me rite now. cant wait to fukn sleep haha. its only 1:15 cuz of daylight saving time woooo!!!!!!!! well outie. n i wud pics up but ther too big n i dnt wana shrink em rite now haha super lazy. ight foreal outie.

It's like sunshine on a rainy day. - Melanie Fiona