Illmatic.

Everything will eventually come to an end, so try to savour the moment, cause time flies don't it?
The beauty of life, it's to make it last for the better, cause nothing lasts forever. - Nas

The Breakdown.

FUCK MY LIFE MAN FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!! so yesterday will ari n brett came over n we just chilled on the roof. like foreal doin nothin that shit wasnt even dangerous or nothing. we wer just bein teenagers n just wanting to fukn chilll n shit. that shit was hella relaxing. view was hella koo. then i wake up today from the yelling of dad. he woke me up cuz my neighbors told my parents that we wer on the roof. i dnt think they did it to get me in trouble tho. but fukn anyways my parents said i hav no respect for them or for the house and that its hella dangerous. so they said i hav to go home straight after skool, cant hav ppl come over n hang out or stay the nite. im grounded on weekends. cant watch football games in benicia. fuck my life man! fuck benicia its so gay. its already fukn so whack just chillin. wat now since i cant do shit. n now they said nick cant hang out here cuz hes disrespectful. like wtf my parents need to fukn loosen up n shit fuckkkfefhailusfhalweiufgasiufhasf. i fukn hate life rrite now. im tired of this fukn same old shit. same fukn ppl. same everything fuck. schools hella gayyy to. this just makes it all fukn hella worse. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhwefuahsgfiuhfiwuhfwf. fuckkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! iufhasfuif efjoidfiosioudfs fuck fuck fuck!! watever man im fukn out. fuck my life.

3 Feet High and Rising.

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Intuition.

Crackkkkkkkin ass day. So we got out at 1210 plus its rally day so like every period was like 30 mins ha. Got outta skoo n me n ari headed to mi casa. I snuck out the lancer n we picked up nick at his house. we dropped him off at his gfs house then we went to sonics n grubbed a bit. went back n picked him up. passed by bethel n met up wit gabe austin calvin n mando. said hi to sam n alex. saw julie while i was driving but she dint even stay to talk doh. left n picked up brett then went to mi house. posted for a bit n watched matrix reloaded. doorbell rings. surprise nigga. its miggys mom haha. she tells us how he doesnt really got real friends yet n how he just b up in his room all the time. n he gon be here next summer n finna crash wit me haha. my dad dropped off ari at community then me n nick n brett at the football game. watched the game for a bit. our var is raw. my nigga peter n matt hella raw doh. so is all the otha niggas. idk wat the score was at the end cuz we left like 3rd quarter but i was like 34 6 n yeah. cezar brought me nick n brett out to sonics. bought hella shit half priced so we got it hooked up yeeeee. will jape sum black dude i forget his name haha ari n jaileez meet up wit us n yeah. post ther for a bit. then lightweight race em back to benicia. crackin ass nite. back to the high school. matts dad comes n brings us to my house. brett just left. now its just me n nick n yeah. koo ass way to start off the weekend. finna hit up that fujis tommorow after sum psat test shit gayyyyyyyyyyyyy. outie nigga.

Higher Than 30,000 Feet.

So yesterday.. Matt tyler ari will nick n brett came over. My parents had hella food n yeah. Just posted. Brett matt n tyler left then the rest of us went to the park for a bit. Went to nicks n jumped on the tramp for a bit. Will n ari leave. Me n nick head back to my house n chill. We have a yugioh card battle haha whooped a nigga doh! He stays the nite. Woke up bout an hour ago. Just ate n shit. He still here. Fuck i got hella hw today. Outie

Touch a Four Leaf Clover.

Sooo pretty chillin crackin ass day. Woke up round noon n headed to el parque. Hooped n played football wit the boys. Rysal, nya, matt, tyler, kameron, peter, otis, dylan, michael n marcus. Peeps left then me michael n peter headed to anns n kicked it lightweight bit. She gave us peanut butter sandwiches n gatorade haha. Then my mams dropped me michael and peter off at michaels house n chilled. Swam in his pool n jacuzzi hella relaxin doh. Aj n monica come by n leave. Alexa comes by n gets us pizzaa then she leaves. Aj n monica come back n leave. Tai n marissa come n chill. Me tai marissa peter n michael post up in the jacuzzi n talk about shit. Todays the first time i really kicked it wit the nigga peter for a long ass time. Love that nigga to death tho. Marissa drove me n tai home. I went out wit the fam n got ice cream then went to safeway. Came back n posted outside n chilled for awhile just to watch the lights n slap the ipod. Came in n ironed a buncha clothes n shit. Plannin to sneak jasons car out later n coast. I hope i get to kick it wit a certain special someone tommorow haha. If not idk. My parents throwin a labor day party for work round 4 so yee nigga yee! Peace out.

Operation Stackola.

Soooooo Nick stayed the nite. Uhh basically just sat outside all nite n talked n watched the lights n shit haha hella koo tho. Had sum weird ass dream it was hella actiony n shit. I was like robin n sum nigga was batman except we dint hav suits n then i was drivin sum fast ass car on the wrong side of the freeway haha. Anywayss so nick gone. Tryna kick it wit peeps. No1s really dwn tho. pftttttt idk wat im finna do tho. im so bored. 4 day weekend just started feels like its been awhile already tho. im out.